Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Left to himself, he made a movement to follow her, but drew back. Let
her go, to her Lovels and her secret life: he had never really held
her. Let her go, to the summons which had come, and to which she had
so instantly responded. He himself, from the moment Olver Lovel’s name
had been pronounced, had dwindled to nullity; he had ceased, on the
spot, to exist for her. All these months, she had lived with him, a
stranger, away from her kind. And he recalled Mrs. Quince’s description
of Olver,--“he looks like a scarecrow, that he does,”--this emissary
from Nicholas Lovel to his, Calladine’s wife.
Calladine strode up and down the room. She was downstairs now with
Olver; what was he saying to her? What was in the future, haunted by
the presence of Lovel as the past had never been? How should they
ever get rid of Lovel now, standing between them? That uncomfortable
presence of Lovel in the past, at which Calladine had pecked and
nagged, was nothing to his dominion over the future. Surely he had been
mad not to take Clare’s acquaintance with the poacher as a matter of
course? mad to harass her as he had harassed her that morning? By his
own folly he had created the spectre, the giant, of the situation. He
strode up and down, hitting fist against palm in his vexation. Then he
grew afraid; what if the poacher should not restrict his poaching to
game alone? What if he should entice Clare by the occult powers with
which the countryside credited him? Occult powers, or human powers, it
was all one. Calladine felt his helplessness; he was weak, wordy, he
could be set aside. They would set him aside, those two.
He was an ill-used man. Self-pity nearly brought tears to his eyes.
Life used him ill: first the woman who had fooled him, now Clare.
Clare’s kindness to him had been a dalliance, while she had nothing
better to do; it had evaporated at the mention of a name. He hated
her, he hated Lovel, he hated the Downs and the snow. Glittering and
cold, without compromise; he did not understand the Downs and the
winter, but Clare and Lovel understood them. What was Olver saying to
Clare? Calladine felt his life finished; and through his perfectly
genuine anguish he did not fail to perceive the romantic value of his
situation. He fell into a chair, and remained there with his legs
extended as he gazed despondently on the floor before him.
Clare would tell him nothing. He foresaw that, and his foresight
was justified. She came back, immeasurably far removed from him. He
wanted to ignore her return, to remain stiff with dignity, but it was
not long before his curiosity weakened him. “Well, you are not very
communicative. I see that you have no desire to make amends for the
distress you have caused me. Was the poacher’s message, then, too
sacred,--too personal,--to be imparted to me?”
Clare’s eyes, when she turned them on him, were narrowed with pain.
“Richard, must you ask me questions now? I have come back to you; I ask
you only to leave me to myself.”
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