Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Clare, with the rustle of her silks and the tap of her heels, and the
private knowledge of her mind, looked away from Calladine.
He examined the words that she flippantly threw out, looking for
bitterness, but no bitterness escaped her, looking for cynicism,
but her lips were innocent of it. And nothing came to him but
matter-of-fact questions, “Where had you been, Miss Clare?” and the
like, which she answered civilly, though he knew that where her body
had been was of no import, the only thing of import was the adventure
of her spirit, and that he could never seize or follow. She was a
stranger to him, irrevocably, and he savoured all the full pain of that
phrase. “Where had you been, Miss Clare?”--oh, empty enquiry! what
could she tell him, that would bring him nearer to her? but at the same
time in a sudden frustrated rage he thought that were she ever to be
his he would not let her out of his sight for a moment. Revengeful, he
was; petulant; snatching,--and she so detached, cool, tantalising.
He called himself back; Clare made him lose his sense; he could put
out his hand now and touch her bare arm, touch her flesh; such contact
would be reassuring, would chase from his mind all ideas of her
elusiveness; he could handle her roughly, if he would; drag her up into
his arms, mutter angrily against her lips,--but even so, would he hold
her?--and the old despair came back upon him. She made him angry;
there was no happiness for him, even in winning her, yet win her he
must, and was determined upon it, for he was an obstinate man, with
room in his head only for one idea once it had taken hold of him.
But he must be gentle with her, or else she would blow away from him
like thistledown.
And while he was wondering how he might least scare her, he was shaking
with his rage and his desire and his anxiety.
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