Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy: Volumes 1 to 3 (of 3)Reade, Charles
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Griffith Gaunt; or, Jealousy: Volumes 1 to 3 (of 3)
Reade, Charles
Bigamy -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century
Naturally there was a restraint between him and Mrs. Gaunt; and only
short sentences passed between them.
He saw the peacemaker off, and then wandered all over the premises,
and the past came nearer, and the present seemed to retire into the
background.
He wandered about like one in a dream; and was so self-absorbed, that
he did not see Mrs. Gaunt coming towards him with observant eyes.
She met him full; he started like a guilty thing.
"Are you afraid of me?" said she, sweetly.
"No, my dear, not exactly; and yet I am: afraid, or ashamed, or both."
"You need not. I said I forgive you; and you know I am not one that
does things by halves."
"You are an angel!" said he, warmly; "but (suddenly relapsing into
despondency) we shall never be happy together again."
She sighed. "Say not so. Time and sweet recollections may heal even
this wound by degrees."
"God grant it," said he, despairingly.
"And, though we can't be lovers again all at once, we may be friends;
to begin, tell me, what have you on your mind? Come, make a friend of
me."
He looked at her in alarm.
She smiled. "Shall I guess?" said she.
"You will never guess," said he; "and I shall never have the heart to
tell you."
"Let me try. Well, I think you have run in debt, and are afraid to ask
me for the money."
Griffith was greatly relieved by this conjecture; he drew a long
breath: and, after a pause, said, cunningly, "What made you think that?"
"Because you came here for money, and not for happiness. You told me so
in the Grove."
"That is true. What a sordid wretch you must think me?"
"No, because you were under a delusion. But I do believe you are just
the man to turn reckless, when you thought me false, and go drinking
and dicing." She added, eagerly, "I do not suspect you of anything
worse."
He assured her that was not the way of it.
"Then tell me the way of it. You must not think, because I pester you
not with questions, I have no curiosity. Oh, how often have I longed to
be a bird, and watch you day and night unseen. How would you have liked
that? I wish you had been one, to watch me. Ah, you don't answer. Could
you have borne so close an inspection, sir?"
Griffith shuddered at the idea; and his eyes fell before the full grey
orbs of his wife.
"Well, never mind," said she, "tell me your story."
"Well, then, when I left you I was raving mad."
"That is true, I'll be sworn."
"I let my horse go; and he took me near a hundred miles from here, and
stopped at--at--a farmhouse. The good people took me in."
"God bless them for it. I'll ride and thank them."
"Nay, nay; 'tis too far. There I fell sick of a fever, a brain-fever:
the doctor blooded me."
"Alas! would he had taken mine instead."
"And I lost my wits for several days; and when I came back I was weak
as water, and given up by the doctor: and the first thing I saw, was an
old hag set a making of my shroud."
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