Grit LawlessYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
Grit Lawless
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Africa -- Fiction
She frowned as the car spun along the dusty road, under the huge
straggling trees that lined it on either side, and waved their long
gaunt arms musically in the wind. It troubled her to remember now, in
face of all that had happened, that she had stooped to such deception,
even though her motive had not been entirely unworthy. She had taken
advantage of Van Bleit's attitude towards herself, had sought
deliberately--as some women seek from motives of vanity--to attain an
influence over him, and she had succeeded so far beyond her expectation.
Her object had been to get possession of the letters that men were
risking and sacrificing their lives to obtain. She had meant to destroy
the letters had they come into her possession, and so put it out of the
power of any man to turn them to his own use. In the accomplishment of
this her one hope had been to save from danger the man who had so
recklessly, for a sordid compensation, undertaken their recovery. Van
Bleit's feelings, as also to what extent she would have to lower her
pride in the pursuance of her project, had scarcely been taken into
consideration. All that had seemed up to now beside the main issue.
But now things had undergone a change, and the man for whose sake she
had been willing to sacrifice her own prejudices, had gone out of her
life, slaying by his own act all possible hope of intercourse between
them in the future...
She leant back in her seat, and closed her eyes to the sunshine, the
garish, laughing, intrusive sunshine that seemed to mock her pain. She
was mourning for him, setting up a headstone to him in her memory; for
he was as dead to her as though Van Bleit's bullet after effecting its
deed of violence had sped through the darkness and spent itself in his
heart. And upon the headstone she inscribed the one word "Waste."
CHAPTER THIRTEEN.
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