Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Yes, dear child. And stay all day if you like. I’ll do for Rody. She
will not ask for you. She called me Becky in the night. It’s the
first time she has not recognized me. And when Mrs. Evans’s sister,
Mrs. Treadwell comes, you may go and have a long rest and study
again.”
“I don’t deserve that,” said Judith, breaking into sobs; “I haven’t
been good, and I don’t deserve anything.”
“No matter, you’ll get it just the same,” said Aunt Affy, patting her
shoulder with a loving touch. “And, after _this_, you are to come to
me for money—you are to be my own child; my little girl, and Cephas’
little girl.”
With her head on Aunt Affy’s shoulder Judith laughed and cried; she
even began to feel glad of something—not that Don was married, or
that she was not to be his housekeeper, or that she was not to be
Aunt Rody’s nurse; it was almost wrong to be glad when she should be
disappointed; then she knew she was glad because no one in all the
world had the right to take her away from the parsonage.
The way of obedience _had_ been easier than she thought. She stayed
that day with Aunt Rody, doing little last things for her, and
telling Aunt Affy ways of nursing that pleased Aunt Rody that she had
discovered for herself.
“She will miss you,” Aunt Affy said that evening, as Judith came into
the sitting-room dressed for her walk. Doodles was snoring upon his
cushion on the lounge; Uncle Cephas, at the round table, was lost in
the day’s paper; Joe, at another table, was reading a book he had
found under rubbish in the storeroom: this last year he had developed
a taste for books.
The girl lingered, with her satchel in her hand; the dear old home
was a hard place to leave; without the cloud of Aunt Rody’s presence
it was peace and sunshine.
Aunt Affy, with her pretty, gray head, her light step, her words of
comfort and courage, moved about like a benediction; Uncle Cephas,
rough and kindly, with strength in reserve for every emergency, gave,
to the house the headship it had always lacked; Joe, to-night, was
fine and sturdy, and growing into somebody; would they miss her?
Was the girl going away any real part of the strength and beauty of
the old Sparrow place?
She was going because she chose to go.
Joe had asked her if she were “going for good.” Was to-night another
turning-point?
If she stayed would her life to come be any different?
In anybody’s eyes was there a difference between belonging to the
parsonage and belonging to the Sparrow place?
No one was taking her away, she was going of her own free will.
With a sudden impulse she dropped her satchel in Aunt Rody’s empty
chair and ran up the kitchen stairs to stay a few moments alone in
the chamber her mother used to have when she was a little girl.
XXVII. HIS VERY BEST.
“Lord, teach us to pray.”
—_Luke_ xi. 1.
“O Thou, by whom we come to God,
The Life, the Truth, the Way!
The path of prayer Thyself hast trod;
Lord, teach me to pray.”
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