Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Marion dropped her silks; Judith was listening with all the eagerness
of her childhood. She felt sure Aunt Affy could explain the
difficulty.
“The thing that strikes me,” began Roger, “is that he may be like
those men sent to the house of God to inquire about fasting.”
“Well?” questioned Richard King.
“These men went to pray before the Lord and to ask a question. Their
question was about fasting; but fasting has to do with praying—your
friend has certainly been in a weeping and fasting spirit. They
asked: Should I weep in the fifth month separating myself, as I have
done these so many years?
“The Lord’s answer came through the prophet Zechariah. He understood
all about that so many years separating themselves and fasting. He
told them the fasting was not so much to him as for them to hear the
words which the Lord hath cried by the former prophets. They might
better study his revealed will than seek to find a new answer to this
question of fasting. The fasting in itself was all right if they
wished to fast. ‘When ye fasted did ye do it to me?’ he asked. ‘When
ye did eat and when ye did drink, did ye not eat for yourselves, and
drink for yourselves?’ In feasting and fasting they had been selfish.
Then he gives them plain words of command, like the plain words the
former prophets had spoken. Obedience was better than fasting; better
even than coming to him to inquire about fasting. There is a parallel
in the history of one of Joshua’s prayers. He could not understand
why the people should flee before their enemies. Then he rent his
clothes and fell to the earth, the elders, also, all day, with dust
on their heads; praying and fasting.
“But the Lord’s answer was: ‘Get thee up; wherefore liest thou thus
upon thy face?’
“Tell your old man praying and fasting are good, but sometimes God
has enough of them. He prefers obedience. The conditions of the
covenant had been violated by disobedience in both instances. Praying
in faith, and in the name of Christ, are but two conditions; hearing
and obeying is a third condition. Your man may be in the midst of a
very interesting experience, but I would advise him to stop
questioning the Lord, and try what a little obedience would do.”
“But, he’s a _good_ man, Roger,” urged Judith, “only a good man could
bear a trial like that.”
“Good men have favorite little ways of disobedience, sometimes; God’s
own remedy is more obedience.”
“I wish we could know all about it—the rest of the story, and, if he
ever has his prayer,” said Marion, to whom “people” were becoming a
real and live interest.
“Joshua had his prayer. The story of Ai is the story of how God
answers prayer when he has made way for it; it shows his disciplinary
government; it places obedience before all things; obedience makes
God’s answers to prayer a natural proceeding.”
“I’m afraid I have depended too much on prayer,” Judith answered,
troubled.
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