Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Well, yes, I suppose so—when the time comes.”
“Well, the time has come now.”
“I don’t see anything the matter with Roger. He can walk ten miles on
a stretch, he rides horseback, he cuts his own kindling wood and
makes his own garden, he gives his people two strong sermons a week,
beside the prayer meeting and weekly lectures; he goes hunting with
one of his deacons and talks farming with another; he neglects
nobody, and works like a drum-major. He isn’t hurt.”
“But he _will_ be. Judith will refuse him.”
“How do you know that?”
“Because she has never thought of such a thing.”
“I grant that. Why should she? But she _will_ think of it when he
suggests it.”
“She will not think of it as he does. He is an old fellow to her; let
me see; she was thirteen when she went to Bensalem, and he was—how
queer for me to forget—he was twenty-six, just twice her age.”
“He isn’t twice her age now,” observed Mr. Kenney, comically.
“And a woman is always older than a man,” Mrs. Kenney, reflected.
“She is nearer his age then, I think, childish as she is. With her
hair up she does look older; it’s those blue eyes like a baby, and
that complexion. I told Roger she might sit for a picture of
Priscilla the Puritan maiden, in her new-fashioned, old-fashioned
dress, and he said he had thought of it himself. But, now, Roger,”
with a deprecating little appeal, “it will do no _harm_ to bring her
here.”
“Not the least bit in the world,” he consented, cheerfully.
XXIX. JUDITH’S “FUTURE.”
“God never loved me in so sweet a way before:
’Tis he alone who can such blessings send:
And when his love would new expression find,
He brought thee to me, and he said, ‘Behold—a friend.’”
Exactly a month from the day Roger planned the Girl Papers for her,
Judith knocked at the study door with her manuscript in her hand. She
had written three papers; if he took sufficient interest in the first
she would read the others.
Beside the education for herself she had another thought in writing
them; she would send them to some child’s paper and earn money. She
knew that Marion had never depended upon the parsonage for money;
every month her father sent her a check; she had no father to send
her a check. No money had come to her from her Cousin Don since his
hurried marriage. Probably he considered her old enough to earn money
for herself. It would be hard to tell Aunt Affy when she needed a
dress, or shoes, or money, when she was not doing anything for Aunt
Affy’s comfort.
Last Sunday she had no money for Sunday-school or church; she had no
money for anything.
Her last story had been refused, and how she had cried over the
refusal. It was even hard to laugh when Roger told her that Queen
Victoria had sent an article to a paper under a “pen-name” and it had
been “returned with thanks.” She wished she were a dressmaker like
Agnes Trembly, or that she could go into a farmer’s kitchen, like
Jean Draper’s sister Lottie, and earn money and not be ashamed.
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