Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Judith and her fancy work, covers for Nettie’s bureau, had taken
possession of the light in the bay window; as the light faded, she
sat thinking with her work in her lap. Roger entered and threw
himself upon the lounge, clasping his hands above his head; his
thinking was weaving itself in and out of a suggestion of his
mother’s that she should take Judith home for the winter.
To the suggestion he had replied nothing at all.
“Then the doubt is gone,” answered Judith, brightly. “I do not know
how to put my thought.”
“Isn’t that rather a new experience?”
“It is the experience of every day,” she answered, unmindful of his
teasing. “I wonder why God keeps us so much in the dark.”
“Perhaps we keep ourselves in the dark.”
“That is what I wanted to know.”
“Can you tell me exactly what you mean? Are you in the dark about
anything?”
“About everything,” she exclaimed with such energy that his only
reply was a laugh.
“Just now I mean one special thing that I cannot tell you about.”
“O, Judith, are you growing up to have secrets?” he groaned.
“I am growing up _with_ secrets. Aunt Rody used to exasperate me by
telling me I would ‘outgrow’ something, when all the time I knew I
was growing into something.”
“Growing into a new thing is the best way to outgrow an old thing.”
“Then I am satisfied about something.”
Roger wished that he could be—about something.
“I wish I could tell you. But I don’t know why I shouldn’t. I’m
afraid Marion doesn’t care for Mr. King, and I want her to so much.”
In the twilight she could not see the illumination in the face across
the room on the lounge.
He was satisfied about something.
“What are you getting down into?” he asked jubilantly.
“Why,” pricking her work with her needle, “I think he—cares a great
deal, and he is so splendid that I want her to care. How they would
work together. Bensalem has been getting her ready.”
“Well, I declare!” he exclaimed, rising to his feet.
“Are you displeased?”
“There’s nothing to be displeased about. Is this the way girls plot
against each other? No wonder we men have to tread softly.”
“It isn’t plotting exactly. It’s only hoping.”
“Is that your secret?”
“Yes, and don’t you tell,” she said, alarmed.
“No; it shall be my secret; yours and mine. Now what are we going to
do about it?”
“We cannot do anything. She admires him around the edges, somehow.
And he’s as shy of her as he can be. I seem to be always interpreting
them to each other.”
He laughed, greatly amused.
“In spite of my selecting the most innocent love-stories for you, you
have grown up to the depth, or height, of this. I’ll never dare put a
finger in a girl’s education again.”
“But, Roger—”
“Don’t ask me to help you out.”
“Marion will not. She doesn’t seem to understand anything.”
“No wonder,” thought Roger, remembering her early experience; “she
has been a burnt child; she’ll never play with that kind of fire
again.”
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