Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
In her dark blue cloth dress, and with her yellow head and
rose-tinted cheeks, she did not look as grown-up as she felt; she had
taken life, not only with both hands, but with heart, brain, and
spirit, and with all her might. There was nothing in her that she had
not put into her life; her simple, Bensalem life.
“Aunt Affy,” she said, as Aunt Affy’s step paused on the threshold
between kitchen and sitting-room, “Come and rest awhile in this
fire-light. This fire on the hearth to-night reminds me of the glow
of the grate in Summer Avenue when I used to tell pictures to mother.”
Aunt Affy pulled down the shades; Judith drew Aunt Affy’s chair to
the home-made rug—Aunt Rody’s rug,—to the hearth, and then sat down
on the hassock at her feet, and looked into the fire, not the
curly-headed girl in Summer Avenue, but the girl grown up.
“Aunt Affy, tell _me_ a picture,” she coaxed.
“What about?”
“About myself. I’m afraid I am too full of myself. I cannot
understand something. I can tell you about it, for it is past, and I
can look at it as something in the past. You know those years I was
at the parsonage, at my boarding-school, I was crammed full with one
hope.”
Judith was looking at the fire; the eyes looking down at her were
solicitous, tender. She had been afraid Judith “cared too much” for
the young minister; but it must be over now, or she could not tell
her about it so frankly.
“I dreamed it, I studied it, I wrote it, I prayed about it, I
_breathed_ it.”
“Oh,” said Aunt Affy, with a quick, heavy sigh.
“Don’t pity me. It was good for me, blessed for me, or it could not
have happened, you know. I thought there was some great work for me
to do—”
“Oh,” said Aunt Affy, with a quick, relieved cry.
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