Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
At that very moment when feet and fingers were busy in his kitchen,
how her young enthusiasm would have been kindled could she have heard
the story he was telling Roger.
“It has been a tug for me, something to go through with. You do not
know unless you have had something of the sort happen to you. It may
end in my going away. She is everything to be desired, and more than
I deserve. A splendid looking girl, a college graduate, just the wife
for a minister, keen as a flash, quick at repartee, as spicy as a
magazine article, born to command, a perfect lady, with a winning
manner, and I can’t love her if it kills me. I’ve been down on my
knees begging the Lord to make me love her: and she is no more to me
than a picture, or a statue, or a character in a book. It unmans me
to feel how her heart has gone out to me. She is as brave about it as
she can be.”
“How, in the name of wonder, do you know it then?” asked Roger, in
astonishment.
“I know it because I cannot help knowing it. If you do not know how I
know it I cannot tell you. Her mother knows it, and how she watches
me. They say Frederick Robertson married in a like way; he was afraid
he had been dishonorable. But this is none of my doing.”
“I can believe that, old fellow.”
“What am I to do?”
“Steer clear of her.”
“All my steering will not keep me clear of her. We are constantly
brought together.”
“Introduce me. You will be nowhere.”
Richard King would not laugh; the very telling his trouble appeared
treason in his eyes.
“I know what is the matter,” ejaculated Roger, suddenly. “You have
seen some other woman, or you would succumb.”
“I have seen several other women,” he said, thinking only of one,—the
girl with a blind mother in Bensalem.
“Don’t let it drive you away from your work.”
“I think she may go away. I think her mother will send her away. I
think I would rather face the cannon’s mouth than be left alone half
an hour with that old lady.”
“Does she blame you?”
“Not if she has the common sense I think she has. I am the last man
for a girl to fall in love with,” he added, ruefully.
“Don’t count too much on that,” advised Roger, gravely.
At six o’clock Daisy was driven around to the stable to be fed;
Judith was taking her molasses cake from the oven and heeded neither
voices nor footsteps.
“I told you so,” cried Roger, delighted, coming to the kitchen
doorway. “See here, King, and look here, and _smell_ here.”
“Well, I think so,” exclaimed the bachelor housekeeper in dismay and
delight.
“Table set, too,” declared Roger, stepping into the tiny dining-room.
“No table-cloth; how is that, Judith?”
“I couldn’t look around for things,” said Judith, flushing; “I was
afraid every minute of intruding. I haven’t looked into places any
more than I could help.”
“Miss Judith, I am ashamed—”
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