Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith MackenzieConklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
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Growing Up: A Story of the Girlhood of Judith Mackenzie
Conklin, Nathaniel, Mrs.
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Girls -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“‘Therefore they inquired of the Lord further.’ That further helped
me through a hard time. The story is this: God had chosen a king for
his people, told Samuel all about it, and sent him to pour the
anointing oil upon his head and to kiss him; and now when Samuel
called the people together at Mizpeh, and caused all the tribes to
come near to choose a king for them, and the tribe of Benjamin was
taken, then the family in Benjamin, then Saul, the son of Kish, thus
confirming the Lord’s choice and Samuel’s mission in the anointing,
and then the most astounding thing happened. Saul, the chosen of the
Lord, the young man whom the Judge of Israel had anointed and kissed,
could not be found. What would you think if you believed that God had
bidden you do something, and had confirmed it in such a special,
satisfying, convincing manner, and then suddenly you could go no
further—it was all taken out of your hands. The prophet sought for
Saul and could not find him. Would you not be tempted to say—would
you not really say to yourself, and to the Lord, I have been
mistaken; I went ahead to do God’s bidding in all the confidence of
my faith, and before all the people I am ashamed; it is proven that
God did not bid me, that my faith was presumptive, for the time has
come to go on, and I cannot go on—the work is not to be done. It
looks as if I had deceived myself; God has allowed me to believe
something that is not true. Could anything be more heart-breaking?
How could God treat you like that when you believed him so, and were
so in earnest? Would you have the heart to inquire further? They
asked if the man should yet come hither. Samuel had done all he
could. The Lord answered, telling them plainly where the man had
hidden himself. Oh, these hidden people, the Lord knows about. He is
in all their hiding places. Suppose Samuel had stopped, ashamed
before the people, angry, humiliated before the Lord. There had to be
this last trial of faith. At the last eager, sure moment God may have
a new test of faith for us. Is there a hiding place in one of your
last, sure moments? Do not fail before it. God’s will is hidden away
in it.”
“Aunt Affy, you do not know what you have done for me,” said Marion,
solemnly, “I have just been deciding something for myself. I was
forgetting that God might have a will about it; that there was any
_further_ in it.”
“And here comes Cephas,” Aunt Affy replied, rising; “I know the
rattling of those chains—I came in the farm wagon because it was
easier than for him to hitch the horses to the carriage. I’m thankful
enough if I’ve been of any help to you,” she added, touching Marion’s
forehead with her sweet, old, happy lips.
“Shall I send Roger as soon as he comes home?”
“Yes, and Judith. Judith didn’t come yesterday, and Rody kept asking
for her.”
“It may be late. They have gone to Meadow Centre.”
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