I have said that Thomas loved Lucy more and more. Partly a cause,
partly a consequence of this, he had begun to find out that there
was a poetic element in her, and he flattered himself that he had
developed it. No doubt he had had a share in its development, but it
was of a deeper, truer, simpler kind than his own, and would never
have been what it was, in rapport always with the facts of nature and
life, if it had been only a feminine response to his. Men like women
to reflect them, no doubt; but the woman who can only reflect a man,
and is nothing in herself, will never be of much service to him. The
woman who cannot stand alone is not likely to make either a good wife
or mother. She may be a pleasant companion so far as the intercourse
of love-making goes, no doubt--scarcely more; save, indeed, the trials
that ensue upon marriage bring out the power latent in her. But the
remark with which Thomas responded to Lucy was quite beyond his usual
strain. He had a far finer nature underneath than his _education_ had
allowed to manifest itself, and the circumstances in which he was at
the moment were especially favorable to his best. Casca, on his first
appearance in _Julius Cæsar_, talks blunt and snarling prose: in the
very next scene, which is a fearfully magnificent thunder-storm, he
speaks poetry. "He was quick mettle when he went to school," and the
circumstances brought it out.
"I wish the world was clean, Thomas, all through," said Lucy.
Thomas did not reply. His heart smote him. Those few words went deeper
than all Mr. Simon's sermons, public and private. For a long time he
had not spoken a word about religion to Lucy. Nor had what he said ever
taken any hold upon her intellect, although it had upon her conscience;
for, not having been brought up to his vocabulary, and what might be
called the technical phrases if not _slang_ of his religion, it had
been to her but a vague sound, which yet she received as a reminder of
duty. Some healthy religious teaching would be of the greatest value to
her now. But Mr. Potter provided no food beyond the established fare;
and whatever may be said about the sufficiency of the church-service,
and the uselessness of preaching, I for one believe that a dumb ass, if
the Lord only opens his mouth, may rebuke much madness of prophets, and
priests too. But where there is neither honesty nor earnestness, as in
the case of Mr. Potter, the man is too much of an ass for even the Lord
to open his mouth to any useful purpose. His heart has to be opened
first, and that takes time and trouble.
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