"If it be giving you up to say I will not marry a man who is too much
afraid of his father and mother to let them know what he is about, then
I do give you up. But it will be you who give me up if you refuse to
acknowledge me as you ought."
Lucy could not have talked like this ever before in her life. She had
gone through an eternity of suffering in the night. She was a woman
now. She had been but a girl before. Now she stood high above Thomas.
He was but a boy still, and not beautiful as such. She was all at once
old enough to be his mother. There was no escape from the course she
took; no _dodging_ was possible. This must be. But she was and would be
gentle with poor Thomas.
"You do not love me, Lucy," he cried.
"My poor Thomas, I do love you; love you so dearly that I trust and
pray you may be worthy of my love. Go and do as you ought, and come
back to me--like one of the old knights you talk about," she added,
with the glimmer of a hopeful smile, "bringing victory to his lady."
"I will, I will," said Thomas, overcome by her solemn beauty and
dignified words. It was as if she had cast the husk of the girl, and
had come out a saving angel. But the perception of this was little more
to him yet than a poetic sense of painful pleasure.
"I will, I will," he said. "But I cannot to-night, for my father and
mother are both at Folkestone. But I will write to them--that will be
best."
"Any way you like, Thomas. I don't care how you do it, so it is done."
All this time the old lady, having seen that something was wrong,
had discreetly kept out of the way, for she knew that the quarrels of
lovers at least are most easily settled between themselves. Thomas
now considered it all over and done with, and Lucy, overjoyed at her
victory, leaned into his arms, and let him kiss her ten times. Such
a man, she ought not, perhaps--only she did not know better--to have
allowed to touch her till he had done what he had promised. To some
people the promise is the difficult part, to others the performance. To
Thomas, unhappily, the promising was easy.
They did not hear the door open. It was now getting dark, but the two
were full in the light of the window, and visible enough to the person
who entered. He stood still for one moment, during which the lovers
unwound their arms. Only when parting, they became aware that a man was
in the room. He came forward with hasty step. It was Richard Boxall.
Thomas looked about for his hat. Lucy stood firm and quiet, waiting.
"Lucy, where is your grandmother?"
"Up stairs, uncle, I believe."
"Is she aware of that fellow's presence?"
"You are not very polite, uncle," said Lucy, with dignity. "This is
my friend, Mr. Worboise, whom I believe you know. Of course I do not
receive visitors without my grandmother's knowledge."
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