No doubt presented itself as to the truth of what the preacher was
saying; nor could either of them have given a single argument from
history or criticism for the reality of the message upon which the
preacher founded his exhortation. The truth is not dependent upon proof
for its working. Its relation to the human being is essential, is in
the nature of things; so that if it be but received in faith--that
is, acted upon--it works its own work, and needs the buttressing of
no arguments any more than the true operation of a healing plant
is dependent upon a knowledge of Dioscorides. My reader must not,
therefore, suppose that I consider doubt an unholy thing; on the
contrary, I consider spiritual doubt a far more precious thing than
intellectual conviction, for it springs from the awaking of a deeper
necessity than any that can be satisfied from the region of logic. But
when the truth has begun to work its own influence in any heart, that
heart has begun to rise out of the region of doubt.
When they came from the church, Lucy and Mattie walked hand in hand
after the sisters and brother, and heard them talk.
"He's a young one, that!" said the old man. "He'll know a little better
by the time he's as old as I am."
"Well, I did think he went a little too far when he said a body might
be as happy in the work'us as with thousands of pounds in the Bank of
England."
"I don't know," interposed the other sister. "He said it depended on
what you'd got inside you. Now, if you've got a bad temper inside you,
all you've got won't make you happy."
"Thank you, sister. You're very polite, _as usual_. But, after all,
where should we have been but for the trifle we've got in the bank?"
"You two might ha' been living together like sisters, instead of
quarreling like two cats, if the money had gone as it ought to," said
the old man, who considered that the whole property belonged of right
to him.
By this time they had reached the end of the lane, and, without a word
to each other, they separated.
"Syne," said Mattie, significantly. Syne was evidently her evil
incarnation. Lucy did not reply, but hastened home with her, anxious to
be alone. She did not leave the child, however, before she had put her
to bed, and read again the hymn that had taken her fancy before they
went out.
I will now show my reader how much of the sermon remained upon Lucy's
mind. She sat a few minutes with her grandmother, and then told her
that she felt better, but would like to go to bed. So she took her
candle and went. As soon as she had closed the door, she knelt down by
her bedside, and said something like this--more broken, and with long
pauses between--but like this:
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