The next day, after she came from the Morgensterns', Lucy went to
find Mr. Fuller. She had been to the week-evening service twice since
Mattie began to recover, but she had no idea where Mr. Fuller lived,
and the only way she could think of for finding him was to ask at the
warehouses about the church. She tried one after another, but nobody
even knew that there was any service there--not to say where the
evening preacher lived. With its closed, tomb-like doors, and the utter
ignorance of its concerns manifested by the people of the neighborhood,
the great ugly building stood like some mausoleum built in honor of a
custom buried beneath it, a monument of the time when men could buy and
sell and worship God. So Lucy put off further inquiry till the next
week-evening service, for she had found already that Mr. Fuller had
nothing to do with the Sunday services in that church.
How she wished that she could take Thomas with her the next time she
went to receive Mr. Fuller's teaching! She had seen very little of
Thomas, as I have said, and had been so much occupied with Mattie,
that she did not even know whether he had fulfilled his promise about
telling his father. I suspect, however, that she had been afraid to ask
him, foreboding the truth that he had in fact let his promise lapse in
time, and was yet no nearer toward its half redemption in act, which
was all that remained possible now. And, alas! what likelihood was
there of the good seed taking good root in a heart where there was so
little earth?
Finding Mr. Kitely in his shop door, Lucy stopped to ask after Mattie,
for she had not seen her that morning. And then she told him what she
had been about, and her want of success.
"What does the child want a clergyman for?" asked Mr. Kitely, with some
tone of dissatisfaction. "I'm sure you're better than the whole lot of
them, miss. Now I could listen to you--"
"How do you know that?" retorted Lucy, smiling; for she wanted to stop
the eulogium upon herself.
"Because I've listened to you outside the door, Miss Burton, when you
was a-talking to Mattie inside."
"That wasn't fair, Mr. Kitely."
"No more it wasn't, but it's done me no harm, nor you neither. But for
them parsons!--they're neither men nor women. I beg their pardons--they
_are_ old wives."
"But are you sure that you know quite what you are talking about? I
think there must be all sorts of them as well as of other people. I
wish you would come and hear Mr. Fuller some evening with Mattie and me
when she's better. You would allow that he talks sense, anyhow."
"I ain't over hopeful, miss. And to tell the truth, I don't much care.
I don't think there can be much in it. It's all an affair of the
priests. To get the upper hand of people they work on their fears and
their superstitions. But I don't doubt some of them may succeed in
taking themselves in, and so go on like the fox that had lost his tail,
trying to make others cut off theirs too."
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