When Mr. Fuller had finished the hymn, he closed the book and looked
toward Mattie. She responded--with a sigh--
"Well, I think I know what it means. You see I have such a big head,
and so many things come and go just as they please, that if it weren't
for Somebody I don't know what I should do with them all. But as soon
as I think about Him, they grow quieter and behave better. But I don't
know all that it means. Will you lend me the book, Mr. Fuller?"
All the child's thoughts took shapes, and so she talked like a lunatic.
Still, as all the forms to which she gave an objective existence were
the embodiments of spiritual realities, she could not be said to have
yet passed the narrow line that divides the poet from the maniac. But
it was high time that the subjects of her thoughts should be supplied
from without, and that the generating power should lie dormant for a
while. And the opportunity for this arrived sooner than her friends had
expected.
CHAPTER XXVI.
THE NINGPO IS LOST.
Lucy was so full of Mattie and what Mr. Fuller had said that she told
Mrs. Morgenstern all about it before Miriam had her lesson. After the
lesson was over, Mrs. Morgenstern, who had, contrary to her custom,
remained in the room all the time, said:
"Well, Lucy, I have been thinking about it, and I think I have arranged
it all very nicely. It's clear to me that the child will go out of her
mind if she goes on as she's doing. Now, I don't think Miriam has been
quite so well as usual, and she has not been out of London since last
August. Couldn't you take her down to St. Leonard's--or I dare say you
would like Hastings better? You can go on with your lessons there all
the same, and take little Mattie with you."
"But what will become of my grandmother?" said Lucy.
"She can go with you, can't she? I could ask her to go and take care
of you. It would be much better for you to have her, and it makes very
little difference to me, you know."
"Thank you very much," returned Lucy, "but I fear my grandmother will
not consent to it. I will try her, however, and see what can be done.
Thank you a thousand times, dear Mrs. Morgenstern. Wouldn't you like
to go to Hastings, Miriam?"
Miriam was delighted at the thought of it, and Lucy was not without
hopes that if her grandmother would not consent to go herself, she
would at least wish her to go. Leaving Mattie out of view, she would
be glad to be away from Thomas for a while, for, until he had done
as he ought, she could not feel happy in his presence; and she made
up her mind that she would write to him very plainly when she was
away--perhaps tell him positively that if he would not end it, she
must. I say _perhaps_, for ever as she approached the resolution,
the idea of the poor lad's helpless desertion arose before her, and
she recoiled from abandoning him. Nothing more could be determined,
however, until she saw her grandmother.
But as she was going out she met Mr. Sargent in the hall. He had come
to see her.
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