Lucy did not intend, in the sad circumstances in which she now was, to
say a word to her grandmother about Mrs. Morgenstern's proposal. But
it was brought about very naturally. As she entered the court she met
Mattie. The child had been once more to visit Mr. Spelt, but had found
the little nest so oppressive that she had begged to be put down again,
that she might go to her own room. Mr. Spelt was leaning over his door
and his crossed legs, for he could not stand up, looking anxiously
after her; and the child's face was so pale and sad, and she held her
little hand so pitifully to her big head, that Lucy could not help
feeling that the first necessity among her duties was to get Mattie
away.
After the fresh burst of her grandmother's grief at sight of her was
over, after Mr. Stopper had gone back to the counting-house, and she
had fallen into a silent rocking to and fro, Lucy ventured to speak.
"They're gone home, dear grannie," she said.
"And I shan't stay long behind them, my dear," grannie moaned.
"That's some comfort, isn't it, grannie?" said Lucy, for her own heart
was heavy, not for the dead, but for the living; heavy for her own
troubles, heavy for Thomas, about whom she felt very despondent, almost
despairing.
"Ah! you young people would be glad enough to have the old ones out
of the way," returned Mrs. Boxall, in the petulance of grief. "Have
patience, Lucy, have patience, child; it won't be long, and then you
can do as you like."
"Oh, grannie, grannie!" cried Lucy, bursting into tears. "I do
everything I like now. I only wanted to comfort you," she sobbed. "I
thought you would like to go too. _I_ wish I was dead."
"_You_, child!" exclaimed Mrs. Boxall; "why should you wish you was
dead? You don't know enough of life to wish for death." Then, as Lucy
went on sobbing, her tone changed--for she began to be concerned at her
distress. "What _is_ the matter with my darling?" she said. "Are you
ill, Lucy?"
Then Lucy went to her and kissed her, and knelt down, and laid her head
in the old woman's lap. And her grannie stroked her hair, and spoke
to her as if she had been one of her own babies, and, in seeking to
comfort her, forgot her own troubles for the moment.
"You've been doing too much for other people, Lucy," she said. "We must
think of you now. You must go to the sea-side for awhile. You shan't go
about giving lessons any more, my lamb. There is no need for that any
more, for they say all the money will be ours now."
And the old woman wept again at the thought of the source of their
coming prosperity.
"I should like to go to the country very much, if you would go too,
grannie."
"No, no, child, I don't want to go. I don't want any doing good to."
"But I don't like to leave you, grannie," objected Lucy.
"Never mind me, my dear. I shall be better alone for awhile. And I dare
say there will be some business to attend to."
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