On Lucy my reader will easily believe that this change of prospect had
little effect. Her heart was too much occupied with a far more serious
affair to be moved about money. Had everything been right with Thomas,
I have no doubt she would have built many a castle of the things she
would do; but till Thomas was restored to her, by being brought to his
right mind, no one thing seemed more worth doing than another. Sadness
settled upon her face, her walk, her speech, her whole expression. But
she went about her work as before, and did what she could to keep her
sorrow from hurting others. The reality of the late growth of religious
feeling in her was severely tested; but it stood the test; for she
sought comfort in holding up her care to God; and what surer answer to
such prayer could there be, than that she had strength to do her work?
We are saved by hope, and Lucy's hope never died; or if it did wither
away under the dry blasts of her human judgment, the prayers that went
up for submission to His will soon returned in such dews as caused the
little flower once more to lift its head in the sun and wind. And often
as she could--not every day, because of her engagements with Miriam
Morgenstern--she went to Mr. Fuller's church, and I think I may say
that she never returned without what was worth going for. I do not say
that she could always tell what she had learned, but she came away with
fresh strength, and fresh resolution to do what might show itself to be
right. And the strength came chiefly from this, that she believed more
and more what the apostle Peter came to be so sure of before he died,
that "He careth for us." She believed that the power that made her a
living soul was not, could not be, indifferent to her sorrows, however
much she might have deserved them, still less indifferent because they
were for her good--a ready excuse for indifference with men--and if
only he cared that she suffered, if he knew that it was sad and hard
to bear, she could bear it without a word, almost without a thought of
restlessness. And then, why should she not hope for Thomas as well as
for herself? If we are to love our neighbor as ourself, surely we must
hope and pray for him as for ourself; and if Lucy found that she could
love Thomas at least as herself, for him she was in that very love
bound to pray and to hope as for herself.
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