Thomas forgot all about where he was, till suddenly he found himself
far west in the Strand. The light of the world was coming nearer; no
policeman was in sight: and the archway leading down under the Adelphi
yawned like the mouth of hell at his side. He darted into it. But
no sooner was he under the arches than he wished himself out again.
Strange forms of misery and vice were coming to life here and there in
the darkness where they had slept away the night. He was of their sort,
yet he did not like his own kin. Nay, some of them might be worthy
compared to him, yet he shrunk from them. He rushed out. Heaven was
full of lights and hell was full of horrors; where was his own place?
He hurried back toward the city.
But as the light grew his terror increased. There was no ground for
immediate alarm, for no one yet knew what he had done; but with the
light discovery drew nearer. When he reached Farringdon Street he
turned down toward Blackfriars Bridge, then eastward again by Earl
Street into Thames Street. He felt safer where the streets were narrow,
and the houses rose high to shut out the dayspring, which the Lord says
to Job he had "caused to know his place, that it might take hold of the
ends of the earth," like a napkin, "that the wicked might be shaken
out of it." He hurried on, not yet knowing what he was, only seeing
revelation at hand clothed in terror. And the end of it was, that he
buried his head in the public-house where the mischief of the preceding
night had begun, and was glad to lie down in a filthy bed. The ways of
transgressors are always hard in the end. Happy they who find them hard
in the beginning.
Ill at ease as he was, both in body and mind, he was yet so worn
out that he fell fast asleep; and still on the stream of sleep went
drifting toward the vengeance that awaited him--the vengeance of seeing
himself as he was.
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