But he was too near his former haunts; and the officers of justice
must be after him. He turned from one narrow street into another, and
wandered on till he came where the bow-sprit of a vessel projected over
a wall across a narrow lane, and he knew by this that he must be near
the Thames. The sun was going down, and the friendly darkness was at
hand. But he could not rest. He knew nothing of the other side, and
it seemed to him therefore that he would be safer there. He would
take a boat and be put across. A passage between two houses led toward
the river. Probably there were stairs at the end. He turned into the
passage. Half a dozen bills were up on the walls. He stopped to look.
They all described bodies found in the river. He turned away, and
started at the sight of a policeman regarding him from a door three or
four yards off. It was a police station. He had all but put his head
into the lion's mouth. He had just presence of mind enough to prevent
him from running, but not enough to keep his legs steady under him.
His very calves seemed to feel the eyes of the policeman burning upon
them, and shrank away with a sense of unprotected misery. He passed
several stairs before he ventured to look round. Then finding no reason
to suppose he was watched, he turned down the next opening, found a
boat, and telling the waterman to put him across to Rotherhithe, of
which district he just knew the name, sat down in the stern. The man
rowed up the river. The sun was going down behind the dome of St.
Paul's, which looked like the round shoulder of a little hill; and
all the brown masts and spars of the vessels shone like a forest of
gold-barked trees in winter. The dark river caught the light, and threw
it shimmering up on the great black hulls, which shone again in the
water below; and the Thames, with all its dirt and all its dead, looked
radiant. But Thomas felt nothing of its beauty. If Nature had ever had
a right of way in his heart, she was now shut out. What was it to him,
despised in his own eyes, that the sun shone? He looked up at the sky
only to wish for the night. What was it to him that the world was for
a moment gay, even into the heart of London? Its smile could not reach
his heart: it needs an atmosphere as well as a sun to make light. The
sun was in the heavens, yea, the central sun of truth shone upon the
universe; but there was no atmosphere of truth in Thomas's world to
be lighted up by it; or if there was, it was so filled with smoke and
vapor that for the time the sun could not make it smile. As they passed
under a towering hull, he envied a monkey that went scrambling out of
one of the port-holes and in at another. And yet the scene around was
as strange as it was beautiful. The wide river, the many vessels, the
multitudinous wilderness of gray houses on every side, all disorder to
the eye, yet blended by the air and the light and the thin fog into a
marvelous whole; the occasional vista of bridge-arches; the line of
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