Meantime the influence of Mattie had grown upon Poppie. Although
there was as yet very little sign of anything like thought in her,
the way she deferred to the superior intelligence in their common
pursuits proved that she belonged to the body of humanity, and not to
unassociated animality. Her love of bright colors now afforded the
first hold by which to commence her education. Remembering her own
childhood, Mattie sought to interest her pupil in dolls, proceeding to
dress one, which she called Poppie, in a gorgeous scarlet cloth which
the tailor procured for the purpose. And Poppie was interested. The
color drew her to the process. By degrees, she took a part; first only
in waiting on Mattie, then in sewing on a button or string, at which
she was awkward enough, as Mattie took more than necessary pains to
convince her, learning, however, by slow degrees, to use her needle
a little. But what was most interesting to find was, that a certain
amount of self-consciousness began to dawn during and apparently from
the doll-dressing. Her causative association with the outer being of
the doll, led to her turning an eye upon her own outer being; and
Poppie's redemption--I do not say regeneration--first showed itself in
a desire to be dressed. Consciousness begins with regard to the body
first. A baby's first lesson of consciousness lies in his blue shoes.
But one may object, "You do not call it a sign of redemption in a baby
that, when you ask where baby's shoes are, he holds up his little
feet with a smile of triumph." I answer, it must be remembered that
Poppie had long passed the age when such interest indicates natural
development, and therefore she was out of the natural track of the
human being, and a return to that track, indicating an awakening of
the nature that was in her, may well be called a sign of redemption.
And with a delicate instinct of his own, nourished to this particular
manifestation by his trade, the tailor detected the interest shown in
the doll by Poppie, as a most hopeful sign, and set himself in the
midst of his work to get a dress ready for her, such as she would like.
Accustomed, however, only to work in cloth, and upon male subjects, the
result was, to say the least of it, remarkable--altogether admirable in
Poppie's eyes, though somewhat strange in those of others. She appeared
one day in a scarlet jacket, of fine cloth, trimmed with black, which
fitted her like her skin, and, to complete the dress, in a black skirt,
likewise of cloth, which, however picturesque and accordant with the
style of Poppie's odd beauty, was at least somewhat peculiar and
undesirable in a city like London, which persecutes men's tastes if it
leaves their convictions free.
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