Lucy did not feel at all in sympathy with cymbals. But she knew that
Mr. Fuller did, else he could not have chosen that psalm to sing. And
an unconscious operation of divine logic took place in her heart, with
result such as might be represented in the following process: "Mr.
Fuller is glad in God--not because he thinks himself a favorite with
God, but because God is what he is, a faithful God. He is not one thing
to Mr. Fuller and another to me. He is the same though I am sorrowful,
I will praise him too. He will help me to be and do right, and that can
never be anything unworthy of me." So, with a trembling voice, Lucy
joined in the end of the song of praise. And when Mr. Fuller's voice
arose in the prayer--"O God, whose nature and property is ever to have
mercy and to forgive, receive our humble petitions, and though we be
tied and bound with the chain of our sins, yet let the pitifulness of
thy great mercy loose us: for the honor of Jesus Christ, our Mediator
and Advocate. Amen"--she joined in it with all her heart, both for
herself and Thomas. Then, without the formality of a text, Mr. Fuller
addressed his little congregation something as follows:
"My friends, is it not strange that with all the old church-yards
lying about in London, unbusinesslike spots in the midst of shops and
warehouses, 'and all the numberless goings on of life,' we should
yet feel so constantly as if the business of the city were an end in
itself? How seldom we see that it is only a means to an end! I will
tell you in a few words one cause of this feeling as if it were an
end; and then to what end it really is a means. With all the reminders
of death that we have about us, not one of us feels as if he were
going to die. We think of other people--even those much younger than
ourselves--dying, and it always seems as if we were going to be alive
when they die: and why? Just because we are not going to die. This
thinking part in us feels no symptom of ceasing to be. We think on and
on, and death seems far from us, for it belongs only to our bodies--not
to us. So the soul forgets it. It is no part of religion to think about
death. It is the part of religion, when the fact and thought of death
come in, to remind us that we live forever, and that God, who sent his
Son to die, will help us safe through that somewhat fearful strait
that lies before us, and which often grows so terrible to those who
fix their gaze upon it that they see nothing beyond it, and talk with
poor Byron of the day of death as 'the first dark day of nothingness.'
But this fact that _we_ do not die, that only our bodies die, adds
immeasurably to the folly of making what is commonly called the
business of life an end instead of a means. It is not the business of
life. The business of life is that which has to do with the life--with
the living _us_, not with the dying part of us. How can the business of
life have to do with the part that is always dying? Yet, certainly, as
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