He went to the bar, and, finding that Jim had not yet made his
appearance, asked the landlord to change him a sovereign, and give half
to Jim.
"It's too much," said Mr. Potts.
"I promised him a day's wages."
"Five shillings is over enough, besides the brandy I gave him last
night. He don't make five shillings every day."
Thomas, however, to the list of whose faults stinginess could not be
added, insisted on Jim having the half sovereign, for he felt that he
owed him far more than that.
In pulling out the small remains of his money, wondering if he could
manage to buy a jersey for himself before starting, he brought out with
it two bits of pasteboard, the sight of which shot a pang to his heart:
they were the pawn-tickets for his watch and Lucy's ring, which he had
bought back from the holder on that same terrible night on which he had
lost almost everything worth having. It was well he had only thrust
them into the pocket of his trousers, instead of putting them into his
pocket-book. They had stuck to the pocket, and been dried with it, had
got loose during the next day, and now came to light, reminding him of
his utter meanness, not to say dishonesty, in parting with the girl's
ring that he might follow his cursed play. The gleam of gladness which
the hope of escaping from London gave him had awaked his conscience
more fully; and he felt the despicableness of his conduct as he had
never felt it before. How could he have done it? The ring, to wear
which he had been proud because it was not his own, but Lucy's, he had
actually exposed to the contamination of vile hands--had actually sent
from her pure, lovely person into the pocket of a foul talker, and
thence to a pawnbroker's shop. He could have torn himself to pieces at
the thought. And now that she was lost to him forever, was he to rob
her of her mother's jewel as well? He _must_ get it again. But if he
went after it now, even if he had the money to redeem it, he might run
into the arms of the searching Law, and he and it too would be gone.
But he had not the money. The cold dew broke out on his face, as he
stood beside the pump-handles of the beer-shop. But Mr. Potts had been
watching him for some time. He knew the look of those tickets, and dull
as his brain was, with a dullness that was cousin to his red nose, he
divined at once that Thomas's painful contemplation had to do with some
effects of which those tickets were the representatives. He laid his
hand on Thomas's shoulder from behind. Thomas gave a great start.
"I beg your pardon for frightening of you, sir," said Mr. Potts; "but I
believe a long experience in them things makes me able to give you good
advice."
"What things?" asked Thomas.
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