"By Jove!" cried Thomas, starting to his feet in a rage, then sinking
back on his chair in conscious helplessness. "He did make his will," he
muttered.
"Leaving," Mr. Fuller went on, "the testator's mother and his niece
utterly unprovided for."
"But she had money of her own in the business. I have heard her say so
a thousand times."
"She has nothing now."
"My father is a villain!" cried Thomas, starting once more to his feet,
and pacing up and down in the little vestry like a wild beast in a
cage. "And what am _I_?" he added, after a pause. "I have brought all
this upon her." He could say no more. He sat down, hid his face in his
hands, and sobbed.
Thomas was so far mistaken in this, that his father, after things had
gone so far as they had, would have done as he had done, whatever had
been Thomas's relations to the lady. But certainly, if he had behaved
as he ought, things could not have gone thus far. He was the cause of
all the trouble.
Nothing could have been more to Mr. Fuller's mind.
"As to Miss Burton," he said, "I happen to know that she has another
grief, much too great to allow her to think about money. A clergyman,
you know, comes to hear of many things. She never told me who he was,"
said Mr. Fuller, with hesitation; "but she confessed to me that she was
in great trouble."
"Oh, sir, what _shall_ I do?" cried Thomas; "I love her with all my
heart, but I can never, never dare to think of her more. I came up to
London at the risk of--of--I came up to London only to see her and give
her back this ring, and beg her to forgive me, and go away forever. And
now I have not only given her pain--"
"Pain!" said Mr. Puller. "If she weren't so good, her heart would have
broken before now."
Thomas burst out sobbing again. He turned his face away from Mr. Puller
and stood by the wall, shaken with misery. Mr. Puller left him alone
for a minute or two. Then, going up to him, he put his hand on his
shoulder, kindly, and said:
"My dear boy, I suspect you have got into some terrible scrape, or you
would not have disappeared as they tell me. And your behavior seems to
confirm the suspicion. Tell me all about it, and I have very little
doubt that I can help you out of it. But you must tell me _everything_."
"I will, sir; I will," Tom sobbed.
"Mind, no half-confessions. I have no right to ask you to confess but
on the ground of helping you. But if I am to help you, I must know all.
Can I trust you that you will be quite straightforward and make a clean
breast of it?"
Tom turned round, and looked Mr. Fuller calmly in the face. The light
of hope shone in his eyes: the very offer of hearing all his sin and
misery gave him hope. To tell it, would be to get rid of some of the
wretchedness.
"I hate myself so, sir," he said, "that I do not feel it worth while to
hide anything. I will speak the truth. When you wish to know more than
I tell, ask me any questions you please, and I will answer them."
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