"Well, do you know, Mr. Spelt, I have not even yet got over my fancies
about the books. Very often, as I am falling asleep, I hear them all
thinking;--they can hardly help it, you know, with so much to think
about inside them. I don't hear them exactly, you know, for the one
thinks into the other's thinks--somehow, I can't tell--and they blot
each other out like, and there is nothing but a confused kind of a
jumble in my head till I fall asleep. Well, it was one day, very like
this day--it was a hot summer forenoon, wasn't it, mother?--I was
standing at that window over there. And Poppie was playing down in the
court. And I thought what a happy little girl she was, to go where
she pleased in the sunshine, and not need to put on any shoes. Father
wouldn't let me go where I liked. And there was nothing but books
everywhere. That was my nursery then. It was all round with books. And
some of them had dreadful pictures in them. All at once the books began
talking so loud as I had never heard them talk before. And I thought
with myself--'I won't stand this any longer. I will go away with
Poppie.'
"So I ran down stairs, but because I couldn't open the door into the
court, I had to watch and dodge father among the book-shelves. And when
I got out, Poppie was gone--and then, what next, mother?"
"Then my thread knotted, and that always puts me out of temper, because
it stops my work. And I always look down into the court when I stop.
Somehow that's the way my eyes do of themselves. And there I saw a tiny
little maiden staring all about her as if she had lost somebody, and
her face looked as if she was just going to cry. And I knew who she
was, for I had seen her in the shop before. And so I called to her and
she came. And I asked her what was the matter."
"Well, and I said, 'It's the books that will keep talking:' didn't I?"
"Yes. And I took you up beside me. But you was very ill after that, and
it was long before you came back again after that first time."
This story had been gone over and over again between the pair; but
every time that Mattie wanted to rehearse the one adventure of her
life, she treated it as a memory that had just returned upon her. How
much of it was an original impression and how much a rewriting by the
tailor upon the blotted tablets of her memory, I cannot tell.
"Well, where was I?" said Mattie, after a pause, laying her hands on
her lap and looking up at the tailor with eyes of inquiry.
"I'm sure I don't know, Mattie," answered Mr. Spelt.
"I was thinking, you know, that perhaps Poppie has her share of what's
going on, after all."
"And don't you think," suggested her friend, "that perhaps God doesn't
want to keep all the good-doing to himself, but leaves room for us to
have a share in it? It's very nice work that you're at now--isn't it
Mattie?"
"Well, it is."
"As good as dressing dolls?"
"Well, it's no end of better."
"Why?"
"Because the dolls don't feel a bit better for it, you know."
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