Guy had been scribbling on an envelope which he now handed to her; and
she read:
_Mrs. Guy Hazlewood
Plashers Mead
Wychford
Oxon._
"Oh, Guy, you know I love to see it written: but isn't it unlucky to
write it?"
"I don't think you ought to be so superstitious," he scoffed.
She wished he were not obviously despising the weakness of her beliefs.
This was the mood in which she seemed farthest away from him; when she
felt afraid of his cleverness; and when what had been simple became
maddeningly twisted up like an object in a nightmare.
Yet worries that were so faint as scarcely to have a definite shape
could still be bought off with kisses; and always when she kissed Guy
they receded out of sight again, temporarily appeased.
June, which had come upon them unawares, drifted on toward Midsummer,
and the indolent and lovely month mirrored herself in the stream with
lush growth of sedges and grasses, with yellow water-lilies budding,
with starry crowfoot and with spongy reeds and weeds that kept the canoe
to a slow progress in accord with the season. At this time, mostly, they
launched their craft in the mill-stream, whence they glided under
Wychford bridge to the pool of an abandoned mill on the farther side.
Here they would float immotionable on the black water, surrounded by
tumbledown buildings that rose from the vivid and exuberant growth of
the thick-leaved vegetation flourishing against these cold and decayed
foundations. Pauline was always relieved when Guy with soundless paddle
steered the canoe away from these deeps. The mill-pool affected her with
the merely physical fear of being overturned and plunged into those
glooms haunted by shadowy fish, there far down to be strangled by weeds
the upper tentacles of which could be seen undulating finely to the
least quiver upon the face of the water. Yet more subtly than by
physical terrors did these deeps affect her, for the fathomless
mill-pool always seemed, as they hung upon it, to ask a question. With
such an air of horrible invitation it asked her where she was going with
Guy, that no amount of self-reproach for a morbid fancy could drive
away the fact of the question's being always asked, however firmly she
might fortify herself against paying attention. The moment they passed
out of reach of that smooth and cruel countenance, Pauline was always
ashamed of the terror and never confided in Guy what a mixture of
emotions the mill-pool could conjure for her. Their journey across it
was in this sunny weather the prelude to a cool time on the stream that
flowed along the foot of the Abbey grounds. During May they had been
wont to paddle directly up the smaller main stream, exploring far along
the Western valley; but on these June afternoons such a course involved
too much energy. So they used to disembark from the canoe, pulling it
over a narrow strip of grass to be launched again on the Abbey stream,
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