Guy was taken aback, and when he asked himself why he had done this, he
could not find a reason. Now that Margaret had spoken of it, the
consciousness of the exchange flooded him with shame as for an
unforgivable piece of vandalism. Why indeed had he bought that silver
frame and put the old wooden frame away, and where was the old wooden
frame? In one of the drawers in his desk, he thought; resolving this
very night to restore it to the photograph and fling the usurper into
the river.
"I can't think why I did," he stammered to Margaret.
"You've no idea how much this has worried me," she said. "I never had
any doubts about your appreciation of Pauline."
"And now you have," said Guy, biting his lip with mortification.
The landscape fading from the stern of the barge oppressed him with the
sadness of irreparable acts that are committed heedlessly, but after
which nothing is ever quite the same. He wished he could tear to pieces
that silver frame.
"No, I won't have any doubts," said Margaret, offering him her hand
again and smiling. "You've taken my criticism so sweetly that the change
can't symbolize so much as I feared."
It was very well to be forgiven like this, Guy thought, but the memory
of his blunder was still hot upon his cheek and he felt a deep
humiliation at the treachery of his taste. He had meant, when he came
here to talk to Margaret, to ask her about herself and Richard, to
display a captivating sympathy and restore to their pristine affection
her relations with him, which latterly had seemed to diverge somewhat
from one another. Now haunted by that silver frame, which with every
moment of thought appeared more and more insistently the vile
stationer's gewgaw that it was, Guy did not dare to approach Margaret in
the security of an old intimacy.
It was she, however, with her grace who healed the wound.
"You're not hurt with me for speaking about that little thing?" she
asked. "You see, you are in a way my brother."
"Margaret, you are a dear!"
And then recurred to him as if from Ladingford Manor the lines of
Christina Rossetti, which he half whispered to her:
_For there is no friend like a sister_
_In calm or stormy weather;_
_To cheer one if one goes astray,_
_To lift one if one totters down,_
_To strengthen whilst one stands._
They had the sharper emotion for Guy because he had neither brothers nor
sisters of his own; and that this lovely girl beside him on this
dreaming barge should be his sister gave to the landscape one more
incommunicable beauty.
And so all day they glided down the young Thames; and when Guy had sat
long enough with Margaret in the stern, he sat with Pauline at the prow;
and about twilight they reached Oxford, whence they came to Shipcot by
train and drove through five miles of moonlight back to Wychford.
_August_
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