"I feel everybody will be pitying you for becoming engaged to a
penniless pretender like me," he sighed.
"Don't be so stupid, Guy. If they pity anybody, they'll pity you for
having a wife so utterly vague about practical things as I am. But I
won't be, Guy, when we're married."
"Oh, my own, I wish we were married now. God! I wish, I wish we were!"
He had clasped her to him, and she drew away. Guy begged her pardon for
swearing: but really she had drawn away because his eyes were so bright
and wild that she was momentarily afraid of him.
August kept wet and stormy; but on the nineteenth, the day before Guy's
birthday and the vigil of their betrothal, the sun came out with the
fierceness of late Summer. Pauline went with Margaret and Monica for a
walk in the cornfields, because she and Guy, although it was one of
their trysting days, had each resolved to keep it strictly empty of the
other's company, so that after a kind of fast they should meet on the
great day itself with a deeper welcome. Pauline made a wreath of poppies
for Margaret and for Monica a wreath of cornflowers; but her sisters
could find no flower that became Pauline on this vigil, nor did she
mind, for to-morrow was beckoning to her across the wheat and she gladly
went ungarlanded.
"I wonder why I feel as if this were our last walk together," said
Margaret.
"Oh, Margaret, how can you say a horrid thing like that," Pauline
exclaimed; and to-morrow drooped before her in the dusty path.
"No, darling, it's not horrid. But, oh, you don't know how much I mind
that in a way the Rectory as it always has been will no longer be the
Rectory."
Pauline vowed she would go home, not caring on whose wheat she trampled,
if Margaret talked any more like that.
"I can't think why you want to make me sad," she protested. "What
difference after all will this announcement of our engagement bring? I
shall wear a ring, that's all!"
"But everybody will know you belong to Guy," said Margaret, "instead of
to all of us."
"Oh, my dears, my dears," Pauline vowed. "I shall always belong to you
as well. Don't make me feel unhappy."
"You don't really feel unhappy," said Monica in her wise way. "Because
every morning I can hear you singing to yourself long before you ought
to be awake."
Then her sisters kissed her, and through the golden cornfields they
walked silently home.
When Pauline was in bed that night her mother lingered after Margaret
and Monica had left her room.
"Are you glad, darling, you are going to give Guy such a charming
birthday present to-morrow?" she asked.
"It's your present," said Pauline. "Because I couldn't possibly give
myself unless you wanted me to. You know that, don't you, Mother? You do
know that, don't you?"
"I want you to be my happy Pauline," her mother whispered. "And I think
that with Guy you will be my happy Pauline."
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