Midnight crashed its tale from the belfry, and nowhere in the long house
was there any light. There was nothing now in the world but himself and
this glow-worm wandering across his hand. He moved nearer to the house
and stood beneath Pauline's window; surely she was leaning out: surely
that was her shadow tremulous on the inspissate air. Guy waved, and the
pale light moving to and fro seemed to exact an answer, for something
fell at his feet and by the glow-worm's melancholy radiance he read
'_now_' on a piece of paper. Gratefully he set the insect down to vanish
upon its own amorous path into the murk. Not a tree quivered, not a
raindrop slipped from a blade of grass but Guy held out his arms to
clasp his long awaited Pauline. The '_now_' prolonged its duration into
hours, it seemed; and then when she did come she was in his arms before
he knew by her step or by the rustle of her dress that she was coming.
She was in his arms as though like a moth she had floated upon a
flower.
Their good-night was kissed in a moment, and she was gone like a moth
that cannot stay upon the flower it visits.
Guy waited until he thought he saw her leaning from her window once
more. Then he drew close to the wall of the house and strained his eyes
to catch the farewell of her hand. As he looked up, the rain began to
fall again; and in an ecstasy he glided back to Plashers Mead, adoring
the drench of his clothes and the soft sighing of the rain.
ANOTHER WINTER
_December_
In the first elation of having been able to prove to Guy how exclusively
she loved him, Pauline had no misgivings about the effect upon herself
of that dark descent into the garden. It was only when Guy, urging the
success of what almost seemed disturbingly to state itself as an
experiment, begged her to go farther and take the negligible risk of
coming out with him on the river at night, that she began to doubt if
she had acted well in yielding that first small favour. The problem,
that she must leave herself to determine without a hint of its existence
to anyone outside, stuck unresolved at the back of her conscience,
whence in moments of depression it would, as it were, leap forth to
assail her peace of mind. She was positive, however, that the precedent
had been unwise from whatever point of view regarded, and for a while
she resisted earnestly the arguments Guy evoked about the privileges
conferred on lovers by the customary judgment of the world. Nevertheless
in the end she did surrender anew to his persistence, and on two nights
of dim December moonlight she escaped from the house and floated with
him unhappily upon the dark stream, turning pale at every lean branch
that stretched out from the bank, at every shadow, and at every sound of
distant dogs' barking.
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