These shuttlecock letters were tossed backward and forward between
Wychford and London throughout the rest of June and most of July, and
sometimes Guy thought they were as unreal as his own poetry. He spent
his time in looking up old friends, in second-hand book shops, in the
galleries of theatres. He did not see Michael Fane, who wrote to him
from Rome before Guy knew he had gone there. Comeragh however he saw
pretty often, and he enjoyed talking about politics nearly as much as
about art. He met Sir George Gascony, and Comeragh assured him afterward
that when Sir George went out to Persia in August or September he could
if he liked go with him. Guy put the notion at the back of his mind
whence he occasionally took it out and played with it. In the end,
however, when the definite offer came he refused it. This happened at
the end of his visit to London when his money was running out and when
he had to be going back to Wychford to live somehow on credit, until the
Michaelmas quarter replenished his overdrawn account. Before he left
town he paid a visit to Mr. Worrall and told him that he wanted his
poems to appear anonymously. In fact if it were not for hurting the
Rector's feelings he would have stopped their publication altogether.
At the end of a hot and dusty July and about a week before the Lammas
wedding of Margaret and Richard, Guy came back to Plashers Mead. The
immediate effect of seeing again the place which was now associated in
his mind with interminable difficulties was to make him resolute to
clarify the situation once and for all, to clarify it so completely that
there could never again be a repetition of that night in June. His
absence had been in the strictest sense an interlude, and all the
letters which marked to each the existence of the other had been but
conventional forms of love and comfortable postponements of reality.
When he met Pauline, Guy felt that he met her to all intents directly
after that dreadful night, with only this difference that owing to the
time they had had for repose he could now say things that six weeks ago
he could not have said. He had arrived at Wychford for lunch, and as a
matter of course they were to be together that afternoon. Ordinarily on
such a piping July day he would have proposed the river for their
converse, and it was a sign of how near at hand he felt their last time
on the river that he proposed a walk instead.
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