"Oh, dearest Pauline, I do beg you not to start problems this afternoon.
Of course not."
"Are you sure? Are you sure that when you are in London you won't find
other girls more interesting than I am?"
"Even if temporarily I were interested in another girl, you may be quite
sure that she would always be second to you."
"But you might be interested?" Pauline asked breathlessly.
"I must be free if I'm going to be an artist."
"Free?" she echoed slowly.
The cuckoo in the passage struck seven, and Mrs. Grey came into the
nursery to invite Guy to stay to dinner. All through the meal Pauline
kept saying to herself 'free,' 'free,' 'free,' and afterward when her
mother suggested a trio in the music-room, because they could no longer
have quartets and because soon they would not even have trios, Pauline
played upon her violin nothing but that word 'free,' 'free,' 'free.' In
the hall when she kissed Guy good-night, she had an impulse to cling to
him and pour out all her woes; but, remembering how often lately he had
been the victim of her overwrought nerves, she let him go without an
effort. For a little while she held the door ajar so that a thin shaft
of lamplight showed his tall shape walking quickly away under the trees.
Why was he walking so quickly away from her? Oh, it was raining fast,
and she shut the door. Upstairs in her room she wrote to him:
_Guy, you must forgive me, but I cannot bear the strain of this
long engagement any more. I will go away with Miss Verney somewhere
to-morrow so that you needn't hurry away from Plashers Mead before
you intended. I meant to write you a long letter full of
everything, but there isn't any more to say._
_Pauline._
Her mother found her sobbing over her desk that was full of childish
things, and asked what was the matter.
"I've broken off my engagement," and wearily she told her some of the
reasons, but never any reason that might have seemed to cast the least
blame on him. Next morning very early came a note for her mother from
Guy in which he said he was leaving Plashers Mead in a couple of hours
and begged that she would not let Pauline be the one to go away.
EPIGRAPH
_Guy_
Guy could not make the effort to fight the doom upon their love declared
by Pauline in her letter. He felt that if he did not acquiesce he would
go mad: a deadness struck at him that he fancied was a wonderful sense
of relief, and hurriedly packing a few things he went in pursuit of his
friend Comeragh in case it might not even now be too late to go to
Persia. However, though he did not manage to be in time for Sir George
Gascony, his friend secured him a job on some committee that was being
organized in Macedonia by enthusiastic Liberals. His previous experience
there was recommendation enough, and after he had seen his father,
acquired his outfit and settled up everything at Plashers Mead by means
of Maurice Avery, early in September he set out Eastward.
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