The heartening warmth, however, did not last; and when toward
evening the sun faded in a blanche of watery clouds with a cold wind
for aftermath, Guy felt Michael might have been more sympathetic. Rather
silently they walked back from Godstow, with Pauline between them; so
that after all, Guy thought, Michael was still an undergraduate, whereas
he had embarked upon life.
That night, however, when the curtains were drawn across Michael's
bay-window that overhung the whispering and ancient thoroughfare; when
the fire burned high and the tobacco-smoke clouded the glimmer of the
books on the walls; when his chair creaked with that old Oxford
creaking, Guy forgave Michael for any lack in his reception of the great
plan. After all, he was writing to Pauline, while his host was reading
the Constitutional History of England at a table littered with heavy
volumes, on which he brooded like a melancholy spectator of ruins. He
must not be hard on Michael, who had not yet touched life, when for
himself the vision of Pauline was wreathing this old room with starry
blooms of wild rose. The letter was finished, and Guy went out to drop
it in the pillar-box. His old college brooded at him across the road;
to-morrow he must go and look up some of the dons; to-morrow Pauline
would get his letter; to-night there would be rain; to-morrow Pauline
would get his letter! The envelope, as it shuffled down into the
letter-box, seemed to say 'yes'.
When Guy was back in the fumy St. Giles room, he decided there was
something rather finely ascetic about Michael seated there and reading
imperturbably in the lamp-light. His courteously fatigued manner was
merely that of the idealist who had overreached himself; there was
nothing bilious about him, not even so much cynicism as had slightly
chilled Guy's own career at Oxford; rather did there emanate from
Michael a kind of mediaeval steadfastness comparable only to those stone
faces that look calmly down upon the transitory congregations of their
church. Michael had this solemn presence that demanded an upward look,
and once again an upward look, until without conversation the solemnity
became a little disquieting. Guy felt bound to interrupt with
light-hearted talk of his own that slow still gaze across the lampshine.
"Dash it, Michael, don't brood there like a Memento Mori. Put away Magna
Charta and talk to me. You used to talk."
"You talk, Guy. You've been living alone all this time. You must have a
great deal to say."
So Guy flung theories of rhyme and metre to overwhelm Magna Charta; and,
next day, he and Michael walked all over Oxford in the rain, he himself
still talking. The day after, there came with the sun a letter from
Pauline which he took away with him to read in the garden of St. John's,
leaving Michael to Magna Charta.
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