so weirdly with the normal nasality of his speech, he said,
"Wal: I expect I won't be much good to You: but You're the master; and,
if You really want me, I guess I'll have a try."
And he went straight into retreat at the Passionists' on the Celian
Hill.
CHAPTER VII
"The key to all your difficulties, present and to come, is Love."
Hadrian was at His old self-analytical games again; and the aphorism,
which He had gleaned in the most memorable confession of His lifetime,
suddenly came back to Him. He went over a lot of things once more. He
was convinced that, so far, He did not even know what Love was. People
seemed to like Him. Up to a point there were certain people whom He
liked. But, Love---- He admitted to Himself that men mostly were quite
unknown to Him. Perhaps that was His fault. Perhaps He could not get
near enough to them to love them simply because He did not admit them
to sufficient intimacy--did not study them closely enough. That was a
fault which could be mended. He summoned His fifteen cardinals to spend
an hour with Him in the Vineyard of Leo. The day was a glorious Roman
day of opening summer. The Pope desired to use Their Eminencies for
the discussion of affairs, to sharpen His wits against theirs, to pick
their brains in order to assist in the formation of His Own opinions.
Gentilotto gently remarked that, if His Holiness would state a case,
they would do their best to help Him. He designated the renunciation of
the temporal power; and struck them dumb. Of course, in most of their
own minds, they disapproved of it. It had shocked them. One and all of
them had been brought up in the fatuous notion that the success of the
Church was to be gauged by the extent of Her temporalities. An idea of
that species, especially when it is inherited, is not dug-up by the
roots and tossed-out in a moment, even by a Pontifical Bull. Hadrian
understood that His supporters (as well as His opponents) disliked that
audacity of His.
"Holiness, we don't presume to condemn it: but we don't praise it. Yet
You must have had reasons?" Fiamma at length said.
The Pope had not His reasons ready on the surface: they were
fundamental. And the temper of Him used to lead Him to disguise the
sacrosanct with a veil of frivolity: that is to say, when His arcana
seemed likely to be violated, He was wont to divert attention by some
gay paradox or witticism. A little roguish glimmer lit His thin lips;
and a suspicion of a merry little twinkle came in the corners of His
half-shut eyes.
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