"I cannot:" and then the fountains of the great deep were discovered.
His veneer of English peeled off: he spoke with the sibilate dental,
the clipped deliberation of the Gael. No one ever had told him. He
did not know till a month ago. No one knew. He had not mentioned it
to his confessor, because it was not a sin. He read of it in Lehmkuhl
and Togni. He would be obliged to go back and work on his uncle's farm
where he had been brought up. They belonged to the Free Kirk there. He
was an orphan. It was his uncle by marriage. Hadrian looked steadily
into his eyes:
"Is this the truth, as though you were speaking before kings?"
"It wass the truth ass though she wass speaking pefore kings," the
response came in the strongest form of asseveration known to a Gael,
deliberately selected and offered by Him Who knew so little, and so
much of so many little things. Hadrian comforted him; and bade him pack
his bag. His secret was safe. Vatican was the place for him, until some
sort of useful happy life could be planned for him.
The Pope very slowly went-up the last two flights of stairs to the top
corridor. No man can come into a human tragedy without some vibrance of
sentiment; and Hadrian's senses, keen by nature, were intensified by
art. He entered the room of the black-haired Erse, who most certainly
had kissed the blarney-stone. Och! Blessins on the Howly Forther's
blessid head and might the howly saints receive Him into glory. The
Pope wrote a blessing in a garish birthday book; and got out of the
room as quickly as possible. That such a lovely bit of colour and
litheness should be so abject on the floor! His Holiness shut-down the
lid on memory; and knocked at another door.
"Come."
He entered a large bare square room with a window which displayed the
City from the Quirinal to St. Peter's. He noted the bed, the chest of
drawers whose top was arranged as a dressing-table, the writing table,
book case, and two chairs. A bath stood under the bed; and there were
two large tin cans of water against the wall. The fastidious inmate
offered a chair; and remained standing in the Presence. Hadrian signed
to him to be seated also.
"Dear son, you are one of the unhappy ones. Will you tell Us your
grief?"
"Sanctity, I have not complained."
"No. But, complain."
"I will not complain." The Pope liked him for that; and for an air of
distinction which was not breeding. Dialectic should be tried.
"How old are you?"
"Twenty-nine."
"In which month were you born?"
"In July."
"In England?"
"In England." A rapid horoscopical calculation let Hadrian know the
lines on which to proceed.
"You find your environment disagreeable?"
"All environments are more or less disagreeable to me."
"All which you have tried up to the present, perhaps. Perhaps the
future may be more propitious."
"Sanctity, I earnestly hope so: but I do not expect it."
"Why not?"
"I do not know."
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