"Oh no, not a note--thank Heaven."
Hadrian withdrew His gaze. "And you think you like him very much?"
"Oh yes,--I don't think: I know. I'm so awfully sorry for him."
"And pity is akin to----"
"Oh but it's not pity and it's not love. It's something else
altogether. It makes me in such a rage. I don't think I can make You
understand, that's all."
"Try."
"Oh well--do You remember Max Alvary?"
"The singer-man? Yes. Why?"
"Oh, don't You know what I said when I saw him in 'Siegfried.' You see,
first I saw the splendour of his beauty; and then, when it came to the
'Idyll,' I got into a rage and I said 'and that voice too.'"
"What did you mean?"
"Oh it seemed so abominably unrighteous--all that beauty, and all that
voice as well. That he should have two gifts;--and that others,--I, for
instance,--should have not one!"
"What has this to do with Macleod?"
"Oh, a lot, in a topsyturvy kind of way. Look what a fine chap he is
to look at,--just like that lovely Figure on Your cross. And he's
clever too. Well, You'd think him fortunate enough, wouldn't You? Then
comes Fate and spoils him--spoils him completely. That's what makes me
furious. To have to class him with Mustafa. I wonder he doesn't kill
himself."
"Go gently with that wrist, please. Have you told him that?"
"Oh no, I should hope not. Sorry. I want to do everything in the world
to keep him from knowing what I think--to keep him from hitting on that
line of thought by accident, by himself, even. It would drive the poor
chap mad: that's all."
"John you're a brick. Now listen to this. Thoughts you know, are
things. If you think such thoughts, they'll be in the air about you;
and it's as likely as not that Macleod's senses will perceive them. So
you'd better extirpate them hic et nunc--if you like him and want to
help him."
"Oh do You think so? Well, I will then: because I really do want to
help him."
"Good. And now what's to be done with him?"
"Oh but why should anything be done with him? He's very happy here."
"Thanks to your goodness, John. Silence! But first of all We must give
him a reason for being here: and then We must remember that 'here
we have no continuing city.' Now listen attentively. When you have
finished that hand, you will go to the Secretary of State, and tell His
Eminency to issue a patent to Mr. Macleod as third gentleman of the
chamber--emolument half yours--no knighthood. Will that do?"
"Oh finely!"
"Good. Well now let's go back a bit. Suppose Macleod wasn't here.
Where, in your opinion, would he be best?"
"Oh I hardly know what to say to that."
"You know your Meredith? Well then, favour Us with the outline of your
ideas. Pour them out pell-mell, intelligibly or not, no matter. We
undertake to catch hold of something."
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