Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Dick did not claim her for the first dance. It was Fliss he danced with.
When he did come to his wife, he looked at her with his eyes still
angry. “Dance this, Cecily?”
“Where did you learn that raw stuff?” he asked after they had been
around the floor silently.
“What do you mean?”
“You know what I mean. That was a pretty raw attack on Fliss.”
“Attack?”
“Attack was what I said.”
“You mean when I mentioned to Fliss that her cousin couldn’t come to
cook. I hadn’t told you, had I, that Ellen was a cousin of the
Hortons’.”
“I can’t see that it is of much consequence whether she is or not, but
you knew how a lot of those people at dinner would make capital of it.
It was a deliberate attempt to hurt her. I can’t see why you should do
such a thing.”
“You ought to know why,” said Cecily. “You ought to know why. Because
that woman is dangerous. Because she’s unworthy. She was flirting with
you and with Gordon Ames--she was acting like a bad woman--leaning on
you.”
“Don’t be so cheaply jealous.”
“I’m going home,” declared Cecily. “I won’t stay here in this place.”
“Very well. You’ve ruined a delightful party anyhow. Will you say
good-night?”
He did not speak to her on the way home, unlocked the door for her and
then when she was in the little vestibule said coolly, “I’m going to the
club for a couple of hours. Good-night, Cecily.”
The door closed and Cecily went upstairs, her throat choking her. Anger,
resentment, but most of all the terrible agony of thought that they had
quarreled again and that Dick could not see what she saw nor feel what
she felt! Softly she stole through the nurseries so that the children
might not be wakened. The sight of them gave her no joy to-night. Only
deeper pain and deeper sense of failure! Yet it was some comfort to
touch the baby hand lying on Dorothea’s little coverlet, so warm, so
confiding even in her sleep. She thought as she stood there of the
people who say that they could absorb themselves in their children.
Surely even children did not fill up all the spaces in life; not for
her anyway could they suffice.
At first she thought Dick would be gone only an hour. She undressed
slowly, planning what she would say to him. It became clearer to her
that she had been shabby and unworthy. She would tell Dick she was
sorry, make it up somehow. The hour passed. She crept into bed and
waited. But he did not come. One o’clock--half past one; Cecily got up,
tormented by the waiting and all the possibilities it suggested. Where
_was_ Dick? Wasn’t he coming back at all? Was it possible that he had
left the city? Had there been an accident?
The children slept on. The house was terribly still. She tried to read,
tried to think, wrote a note to Dick and placed it on his bureau, only
to go in and destroy it after another half hour’s waiting. She thought
she would go mad with anxiety. She determined to be quite indifferent.
She would not care if he did not. Again she slipped into her bed and
this time fell asleep.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account