Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
“It’s not funny to me, particularly. Amazing as it is, I was in earnest.
What I bring the thing up for is to say simply that you can’t get away
with this separation stuff, Dick. Cecily is a young, beautiful woman and
I’m not going to be the only person to make that proposition to her.
And she is a very lonely woman and her judgments may falter.”
“You mean we should be divorced?”
“I don’t suggest any solutions, Dick. I only want you to realize the
situation to the fullest extent. And of course you realize that my
rather caddish treatment of Fliss will not be repeated. Fliss gets me
and everything I’ve got from now on, just as she always has. Fliss plays
awfully fair, you know.”
“Yes, that’s what I like about her. Now Cecily can’t see it. She used to
like Fliss, but she turned completely--for no reason.”
“Good reason. Fliss became Anti-Christ to Cecily’s philosophy.”
“Cecily’s philosophy became very narrow in the past year.”
“Narrow, but deep. If it ever broadens now she will be a wonderful
person.”
Dick smoked thoughtfully. “Queer how hard I am about that mess. I feel
as if I’d been let in for something and then let down. I wanted to do my
best for the family, but I had to have a little mental relaxation. I
couldn’t merge with Cecily absolutely and she wouldn’t take anything
else. She wouldn’t expand at all. She’s right in her point of view, of
course, but that very rightness gradually killed all tenderness in me.
It was so exclusive. It seemed to me sometimes as if I was shut up in a
room which was too orderly for comfort.”
He stopped from sheer embarrassment and added one sentence that meant
more than all the rest.
“I got so I couldn’t laugh naturally.”
“Neither of you can laugh much just now. But you’ll get over that.”
“The hell of it is,” said Dick, “in feeling that you’ve married a girl
and she’s got a bunch of babies and then you can’t put it across. I
wrecked her chances of getting you for a husband for example, and now
she’s stranded.”
“She’s got the children.”
“I know. I know.”
“Well, don’t get hard, old man, and you’ll be able to see it through,
I’m sure. Think straight on it if you can. I tell you, if you’d seen
Cecily the other night mention your name----”
Dick sprang up. “Let’s cut it out, Mat. There are some things I don’t
think about these days. If I did I’d run back to Cecily to-morrow. And
I’m telling you that that wouldn’t help. We’d have a wonderful time--for
a little while--but after that it would be the same old story over again
with the same old conclusion, if not a more tragic one.”
They got their supper in the little cabin and drove back to town in the
moonlight, each drawing into his own thoughts. At Matthew’s house Fliss
hailed them with delight, but Dick stopped only for a few minutes and
then went back to the club.
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