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“Of course she’s very young,” he said, “but there doesn’t seem any
excuse for some of the things she said. She--I didn’t think women--even
girls--felt that way. I know it’s a sacrifice, but I thought every
woman had instincts.”
“Every woman has, but not always at this stage. Wait till the baby
comes.”
A funny, shaken smile came over Walter’s face.
“I’d do anything in the world to make it easy. But of course if she’s
going to hate it so----”
“It’s just her condition,” Cecily told him. “Lots of women are
hysterical. You’re utterly in the wrong, Walter, when you argue with
her. You want to soothe her, divert her. She’s just a child and she
hasn’t had a bit of experience.”
“She’s older than you were.”
“Della says I’m a different type, but I can remember, Walter, times when
the world frightened me to death. The only thing that helped was to feel
that Dick was going along with me.”
She stopped, and then went on again: “I don’t believe you ought to try
to make Della think of the serious things any more than she naturally
will. Be awfully considerate, fussy; spoil her--she likes that. Make
father spoil her, too. And remember, no matter how cross or queer she
may be, that ignoring all that is part of the penalty you have to pay
for having a baby of your own.”
“Della’s not your style,” said Walter for the hundredth time, “but,
really, if you would you could do a lot for her. She’s light on the
surface, but there’s more to her than you’d think. Awfully sweet and
generous. If we did have a baby and she had it to think about----”
“I know.”
“Will you help us through, Cecily? I don’t know much about such things,
and mother’s gone. Her own mother is rather dreadful. Boarding house! We
haven’t seen much of you lately, and that’s been all my fault, too. But
now it might be--you’d be an angel to sort of stand by Della.”
“Of course I will.”
“Is Della in your room?”
“Yes. Come up.”
At the door of the room with the dim light they paused and listened, but
Della was not sobbing. They entered softly. She had turned on her side
and fallen asleep like a peaceful child.
“I’d say good-night to her,” said Cecily, and went downstairs again,
closing the door after her. For a moment the warmth at her heart
persisted and then loneliness, more devastating than ever, bitterness,
jealousy of that husband and wife upstairs--together--swept her.
CHAPTER XXVII
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