Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Being uninterested, she saw many things of which she disapproved. Her
early training had been all towards a fastidiousness of manner and a
perhaps exaggerated modesty, so that it hurt her to see the manners of
the girls and women. They were greedy for notice, in politics and on the
dance floor; they were unreserved in thought and noisy in manner.
Ugly--ugly in thought and manner--she found them often. It was partly
the forced seclusion of her life, during the periods before and after
her children’s births, that had kept her from any understanding of the
reasons underlying the lack of stability and absence of dignity which
bothered her so much. She had gone through war worries, borne war
problems, but she had not known the terrors or horrors of war at first
hand or through those dear to her. She had maintained her standards in
her seclusion; and she could not see that some of this noise had been
deliberately begun to silence the thoughts of those who had seen
standards overthrown and trodden upon; who had seen them scorned,
doubted, analyzed away.
Of course she was told that, but it did not make her more lenient. She
could not condone the spirit of those she saw around her or see its
relation to the spirit of exaltation into which the war had been
popularly preached. It bothered her that girls were not more delicate;
it bothered her that married women did not seem to appreciate the
possible joy in a husband and in having children; she heard remarks that
seemed to her to prove that the world was on its way to corruption.
The criticism which she felt of things around showed in her attitude
towards her stepbrothers. They were in college now, boys of nineteen and
twenty. Walter, the older boy, was extremely handsome; Gerald not so
handsome, but even more spirited than his brother. Mr. Warner’s attitude
towards his sons was to let them do pretty much what they would while
they were finding themselves. To his wife and Cecily it seemed a very
dangerous policy.
“It’s not as if the atmosphere of society itself were wholesome,” said
Mrs. Warner, discussing with her husband the matter of further
increasing Walter’s allowance. “It isn’t just gayety and frivolity.
There’s something dangerous in the air. No one has any repose.”
“Except Cecily.”
“Cecily has it and the fact that she stands out sometimes as almost
prudish shows what we are coming to.”
Her sons had brought Mrs. Warner almost to the point of developing and
acknowledging a philosophy. Not quite. She, like her daughter, was still
somewhat negative.
“Well, shall we give Walter that extra hundred?” asked her husband.
“He hasn’t said why he needs it. What do you suppose he does with it?
Gambling or some woman?”
“I don’t think so. You might talk to him, dear. As far as I can make out
it’s just that girls and clothes are expensive. It costs an appalling
amount to take a girl to a Prom.”
“Any special girl?”
“I think he likes a girl in Philadelphia.”
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