Spouses -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
But it worked out a little differently. Perhaps Gerald and Walter began
it. They had been gay all evening, but they were gayer with the advent
of Fliss. They insisted on making her presents, giving her cigarette
cases and cuff links so that she wouldn’t feel neglected and putting
one of the baby’s fat dolls on the heap of nonsense they laid at her
feet. They plied her with dandelion wine and Fliss, taking just a
cordial glass more than the other ladies had, proceeded to make herself
interesting. Under Cecily’s influence the evening would have mellowed,
changed from gayety to soft quiet and seriousness. Under Fliss’s
influence gayety mounted higher and higher. It was Fliss who dominated.
It was Fliss who got them all into gales of laughter by her tales of her
Christmas shopping for Matthew, Fliss who started the competition to see
who could blow the candles on the tree out at longest range, Fliss who
started a sophisticated little gossip with Mrs. Harrison about the
latest and most fascinating scandal, and finally Fliss who offered to
show Dick again just how that dance step was managed.
“Sorry I can’t demonstrate here,” she said.
“Sure you can. Here, roll up the corner of the rug,” suggested Dick.
There was a Christmas carol on the Victrola. Cecily watched them whisk
it off and change it to a dance tune--watched them wrecking the
Christmas scene that she had planned and loved.
“Why dance to-night?” she protested, trying to be jocular about it all
and succeeding so poorly that every one turned to look at her. There was
an undercurrent of angry pain in her voice.
Walter came over pulling her to her feet by both hands.
“Now, don’t be a crab, Cecily. You’re getting too old for your age.
Let’s have some fun.”
He whirled her into an absurd dance and when he had finished she was
laughing in earnest. But she went over to the sofa on which her mother
sat and dropped down beside her.
“It wasn’t the kind of evening I’d planned,” she said in an undertone.
Mrs. Warner looked at the boys and Fliss and Dick, all grown so
uproarious, at her own husband smoking in placid enjoyment as he and
Matthew talked politics.
“But there’s no harm in it, and you can’t dictate in your own house.”
“There is harm in it,” said Cecily, her voice tight and hard. “There is
harm in it.”
She stayed there a little longer and then slipped from the room.
Upstairs beside her window she stood with her hands pressed to her head
as if to still the torrent of painful thought that raged through it. The
front of her mind seemed trying to reassure the back of it, she
thought--the front persisting that as her mother said “there was no
harm”--the back protesting against a violation of ideals and sanctities
and against cheapness and frivolity. She did not know how long she stood
there, how long it was before she heard Dick’s step in the doorway. At
the look on his face she knew that he was conscious of no wrong--he was
puzzled and a little angry.
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