"Does she say that? What will she not say? And that too now, after I
have told her not once, but a hundred times, what was asked of me, how
my honor and my name were trampled in the mire! She will next
asseverate that the Emperor of China has been a suitor for her hand,
and that it is my fault that she is not now enthroned in Pekin! Why
not? _Turandot_ is as pretty a part as _Mary Stuart_. Prepare yourself
soon to see her in Chinese attire."
It was easy to perceive how little mirth lay in these mocking words,
and I did not venture to press further so painful a theme. We came,
besides, in a few minutes to Trantowitz, where Hans received us at the
door with his good-natured laugh, and led us into his living-room,
(which, besides his chamber, was the sole habitable apartment in the
great house,) where the other guests were assembled.
The evening passed like so many others. Play began before supper, and
was resumed after that meal, during which the bottle had circulated
freely. I had resolved not to play, and could the more easily keep this
resolution, as all the rest, with the exception of our host, whom
nothing could move from his accustomed equanimity, were entirely
absorbed by the unusually high play, and had not time to pay any
attention to me.
So there I sat, in the recess of a window, at a little distance from
the table, and watched the company, whose behavior now, when I was not
a participant in it, seemed strange enough. The fiery eyes in the
flushed faces; the silence only broken by the monotonous phrases of the
banker, or a hoarse laugh or muttered curse from the players; the
avidity with which they poured down the flasks of wine; the whole
scene wrapped in a gray cloud of cigar-smoke which grew denser every
moment;--it was far from a pleasant sight, and strange, confused,
painful thoughts whirled through my weary brain, as I sat watching the
fortunes of the play, and listening at intervals to the rustling of the
night-wind that bent the old poplars before the house, and drove a few
rain-drops against the windows. Suddenly I was aroused from a half doze
by a loud uproar that broke out among the players. They sprang from
their chairs and vociferated at each other with wild looks and
threatening gestures; but the tumult subsided as quickly as it had
arisen, and they sat again bending in silence over their cards, and
once more I listened to the wind in the poplars, and the dashing of the
rain against the panes, until at last I fell asleep.
A hand upon my shoulder aroused me. It was Herr von Zehren. The first
look at his pale face, from which his eyes were flashing wildly, told
me that he had been losing again, and he confirmed it as we walked back
the short distance to Zehrendorf through the black tempestuous night.
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