"My Son:--In renouncing your filial obedience to me, you compelled me
to abandon all control over you. I have vowed not to restore you to
your place as my son, until you acknowledge your misconduct and entreat
me to do so; and this vow I will keep. To the choice that you have made
for yourself, I have offered no opposition, have allowed you perfect
freedom of action, for which you have always hankered, and am resolved
to do this for the future. But all this cannot prevent me from wishing,
with all my heart, that it may be well with you in the path that you
have chosen for yourself, though I doubt it much; nor can it keep me
from warning you where warning seems necessary. And this is now the
case. Things have reached my ears concerning Herr von Zehren, which I
trust in heaven may be founded upon error, but which are of such a
nature that I think with horror of my son being in the house of a man
under such suspicions, even if false. What I have heard I cannot reveal
to you, as the information has reached me in the line of my official
duties.
"I know that notwithstanding your disobedience, you are incapable of a
base action, and that therefore you are so far safe, even if those
suspicions are true, which God forbid. Still I entreat you, if you have
any regard left for my peace, to leave the house of Herr von Zehren at
once. I add what is scarcely necessary, that for the obedient son I
shall be, what I have always been, his strict but just father."
I had read this letter twice through, and sat still gazing at the
writing, incapable of clear reflection, when Herr von Zehren aroused me
by asking: "Well, George, and what have you there?" I handed him both
letters. He read them, paced the room a while, and then stopping before
me said:
"And what do you propose to do?"
"The opportunity is a good one," he went on, seeing that I hesitated to
answer. "I have a letter from the steuerrath which compels me to start
for the town within the hour. I will take you with me; it is now twelve
o'clock, and in three hours we can be there; you can ring up the old
gentleman; sleep an hour or two in the garret of which you have so
often told me; thank God to-morrow morning that you are clear of the
Wild Zehren, and--go back again to school."
He spoke the last words with a slight contempt, which galled the most
sensitive part in the heart of a young man, that of false pride.
"I will go with you wherever you go!" I exclaimed, starting up. "I said
so this morning, and I now repeat it. Tell me what I shall do."
Herr von Zehren again paced the room for a few moments, and then paused
before me and said in an agitated voice:
"Remain here--for a day or two at all events, until I return. You will
do me a service."
I looked at him interrogatively.
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