My first sensation, as I awaked late, was a feeling of thankfulness
that it was day; my second was one of shame at having been so
powerfully affected by the terrors of the night. When but a small boy,
I used to think that I cast the most odious reproach upon an adversary
when I termed him a coward, and this morning I felt that the same
stigma might be justly affixed to myself. But that comes, I said to
myself while dressing, from not looking things in the face and telling
people the truth. Why did I not frankly say to Herr von Zehren, I know
the object of your journey? He would then have taken me with him, and I
should not have to sit here like a child that is kept in the house when
it rains.
I opened a window and looked out, in a gloomy frame of mind, and the
scene that met my eyes was far from cheerful. The wind, which blew from
the west, drove swirling masses of gray mist through the gigantic
trees, which tossed their mighty arms about, as if in torment, above
the wide lawn which had so often charmed me with its long waving grass,
and which now was a mere morass. A flock of crows flew up with harsh
cawings into the stormy air, which hurled them about at its pleasure.
At this moment the wind flung to a shutter with so much violence that
fragments of the rotten wood flew about my head. I tore away from the
hinge what was left of it, and threw it down. "I'll not be troubled by
you tonight, at all events," I said, fastening the window again, and
then I determined to take the rest in hand. Leaving my own room, I made
the round of the upper story. As I opened the door of the room where
the pile of books lay, a dozen rats sprang down from the window-sills
and dived into their hiding-places. The rain had driven in through some
broken panes, and the gray rascals had been enjoying the welcome
refreshment. "You have not quitted the house yet, it seems," I said,
recalling Herr von Zehren's words; "should I be more cowardly than you,
you thievish crew?"
I climbed over the pile of books to the nearest door, and wandered
through the empty rooms, securing all the shutters that had any
fastenings left, and lifting from their hinges and throwing down those
that were past securing. The one belonging to the third window, which
had been the principal object of my expedition, had terminated its
afflicted existence in the night.
On my way back I entered the hall with the great staircase, where in
the dim light that fell through the dull panes covered with dust and
cobwebs, it looked more ghostly than ever. A suit of armor which was
fastened to the wall at some height from the floor, it required no
great stretch of fancy to turn into the corpse of a hanged man. I
wondered if it was the armor of that Malte von Zehren whose name, in
default of himself, the honest burghers of my native town had affixed
to their gallows.
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