My conclusion was verified: in the miserable old servant's kitchen,
from which a wide door led to the inclosed space with the heaps of
refuse, under a pile of old barrels, boards, half-rotten straw, heaped
together, as I now perceived, with a careful imitation of carelessness,
I detected the same trap-door which the old man had bolted in the
cellar. Here upon the outside it was secured with a massive iron bar,
and a lock, the key of which doubtless Herr von Zehren carried about
him. I replaced the rubbish, and stole away as furtively as a thief,
for the proverb says truly that "the concealer is as bad as the
stealer," not only before the law, but even more surely before his own
conscience.
I turned into the park and strolled about the walks. A heavy drizzle
was still falling, but the fog had lifted a little, and was rolling
away in heavy gray masses over the tops of the trees. I stood at the
stone table under the maple whose spreading boughs afforded me some
shelter, and gazed steadfastly at the great melancholy house, that
to-day, since it had disclosed to me its secret, wore quite another
look in my eyes. Could she know what I now knew? Impossible! It was a
thought not to be harbored for a moment. But she must learn it as soon
as possible--or no! she must rather leave this place, where ruin was
threatening her. Away--but whither? to whom? with whom? What a
wretched, pitiful creature was I, who could offer her nothing but this
heart that beat for her, these arms which were strong enough to bear
her away as easily as a child, and with which I could do nothing but
fold them over my breast in impotent despair. Happen what might, she
must, must be saved. Her father might sacrifice me to his vengeance,
but she must escape free!
Some one came from the terrace--it was old Pahlen. She appeared to be
looking for me, for she beckoned to me from a distance with her bony
hands, while her gray hair, flying loose in the wind from under her
dirty cap, would have given her to any one else the appearance of the
witch that had brewed the bad weather. But to me she was a most welcome
apparition, for from whom could she come but from _her_? I ran to meet
her, and scarcely gave her time to deliver her message. A few moments
later, with a heart beating high, I entered Constance's apartment
through the casement-door.
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