As I had no idea on what it was that she desired my opinion, I
contented myself with fixing my eyes upon her with a look of respectful
inquiry. She dropped her eyes again to her work, and continued in a
voice not quite so steady: "My father has gone away, I am told; do you
know whither, and for how long a time? But even if he had told you, it
would make no difference; my father is not accustomed to bind himself
by any such announcements. He will go for a stay of three weeks and be
back in three days; he will start to be gone three days, and I will
look for him in vain for as many weeks. There is no probability that he
will this time make any exception to his rule; and whether he really
makes a long or short stay, we must take measures accordingly. It is
not cheerful to be all alone in this desolate and comfortless house,
especially when there is such a terrible storm as there was last night.
It is so pleasant to know that there is some one near at hand in whose
faith and strong arm--they say you are so very strong, George--we can
always trust; but still, so it must be. You feel that as well as I do,
do you not, George?"
This time I knew what she meant: I must go away from here, must leave
her alone, just now, at the very time when I was tormenting myself to
devise some plan to get her away; at the very time when my mind, not
yet recovered from the effects of the terrible night and the adventures
of the morning, was filled with a gloomy presentiment that calamity was
impending over both the house and its inhabitants. I neither knew how
nor what to answer, and looked at Constance in helpless confusion.
"You think it very unfriendly, very inhospitable of me," she said,
after a pause, as if awaiting my answer; "it would be both more
hospitable and more friendly if I myself went away for the time to
visit some female friend; and I admit that any other lady would do so;
but I am so poor as to have no female friend. My father has taken good
care of that. So long as you have been here, has a solitary lady
entered this house? Have you ever heard me speak of a friend, of an
acquaintance of my own sex? 'Constance von Zehren only associates with
men;' that is the way I am spoken of; but heaven knows how entirely
without fault of mine. Do you wish, my good faithful George, to give
evil tongues the opportunity to make my reputation worse than it
already is? Or do you think, with the others, that it cannot be worse?
No; sit still. Why should not friends, as we are, speak calmly of such
things, and calmly consider what is to be done on such an occasion?
Now, what I have thought, is this: You have friends. There is Herr von
Granow, who regularly pays court to you; there is Herr von Trantow, our
good neighbor, who would be so glad to have you with him for a few
days. And then you are quite near me; I can send for you if I want you;
and you know that if ever I need a friend I will turn to no one sooner
that to the only friend I have."
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