Klaus was terrified at the effect which his account produced upon me.
In vain did he repeat that he did not believe a word of it, and had
told the girls so at the time. I vowed that I renounced now and forever
so faithless and treacherous a friend, and that I would sooner or later
be most bitterly avenged upon him. I gave vent to the most terrible
threats and maledictions. Never would I again, with my own consent, set
foot in my native town; I would rather cause an earthquake to swallow
it, if it stood in my power. Up to this time I had felt twinges of
conscience as to whether I had not acted too rashly in leaving my
father for so trifling a cause; but now should my father a hundred
times command me to return, I would not do it. And as for Herr von
Zehren and Fräulein von Zehren I valued a hair of either of their heads
more than the whole town of Uselin, and I was ready to die for both of
them here on the spot in these water-boots of mine, and the devil might
afterwards beat the boots about the justizrath's old mop of a head.
The good Klaus was stricken dumb with horror when he heard me utter
these frightful imprecations. It is quite probable that the idea struck
him that my soul was in a more perilous state than he had hitherto
supposed. He did not say this, however, but presently remarked, in his
simple way, that disobedience to a father was a very serious thing;
that I well knew how much he had always thought of me, in spite of all
that people said, and that he had always been disposed, and was still
disposed to agree with me in everything; but that here I was clearly in
the wrong; and that if my father had really ordered me to return home,
he could not see, for his part, what should prevent me from obeying
him; that he must confess to me that my disobedience to my father had
been troubling him ever since he heard of it, and that he could go away
with an easier mind, now that he had frankly told me this.
I made him no answer, and Klaus did not venture to continue a
conversation that had taken so unpleasant a turn. He walked silently by
my side, giving me a sorrowful look from time to time, like Caro, who
trotted with drooping ears by my other side; for the rain was falling
still more heavily, and my aimless wandering in such weather over the
wet dunes, was a mystery to Caro which grew darker the more he pondered
over it.
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