A conversation in which there was a continual reference to Constance,
even if her name was not actually mentioned, had a strangely painful
charm for me. Although Hans did not breathe a syllable of complaint
against the fair girl, it was plain from his story that she had at
first encouraged his bashful attentions, and only altered her behavior
to him after her meeting with Prince Prora at the watering-place two
years before. And Hans was evidently not the only one who had received
encouragement. Karl von Sylow, Fritz von Zarrentin--in a word, almost
every one of the young noblemen who formed Herr von Zehren's circle of
acquaintance, had earlier or later, with greater or less right, held
himself to be the favored one. Even Granow, although from the first he
was made the butt of his companions, might boast that he was favorably
looked upon by the young lady during the earlier months of his
residence; indeed Hans still considered Granow's chance by no means
desperate, for the little man was very rich, and she would only marry a
rich man, he added, with a deep sigh, as he filled his glass once more.
At Hans's last words I sprang from the table and threw open the window.
I felt as if I must suffocate, or as if the low ceiling with its bent
beams would fall in upon me.
"Is it still raining?" Hans asked.
"Not at this moment," I said. But one of those thick fogs of which
several had passed over in the course of the day, was drifting in from
the sea.
"Real smugglers' weather," said Hans. "The old man ought to be ashamed
of himself to drag his friends out on such a day. But that cannot be
helped. Shall we not drink another bottle? It will be cursedly cold
to-night."
I said I thought we had already drunk more than enough, and that it was
high time to start.
"Then I will get ready," said Hans, and went into his chamber, where I
for a long time heard him rummaging among his water-boots.
I had always considered myself pretty cool in moments of danger; but in
Hans I had met my master. While he was overhauling the things in his
room, I heard him through the half-open door whistling to himself as
cheerily as if we were going out to shoot hares, instead of an
adventure of life and death. To be sure, I said to myself, his is a
case of hopeless love, and Herr von Zehren is merely a friend,
neighbor, and equal, whom he feels it his duty to assist against the
hated police. That Hans, in combating for a cause that did not really
concern him, was doing much more, or at least acting far more
disinterestedly than I, did not occur to me.
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