I was resolved that if I parted from Herr von Zehren that
night, he should not be able to say that I had caused him the loss of a
twelfth part of his property, won with so much toil and care, with the
risk of the liberty, and lives of so many men, and at the price of his
own honor.
A boisterous laugh resounded behind me as I left the cutter. It came
from Pinnow; he knew what he was laughing about. The cutter, lightened
of her lading, was now afloat, and as I gained the beach and turned,
she was slowly standing out to sea. He had done his shameful work.
At this moment it flashed upon me, "He is a traitor, after all!" I do
not know whether it was his laugh of malicious triumph that again
aroused my suspicion, or what suggested the thought, but I said to
myself, as I closed the file which was headed by Herr von Zehren and
Jock Swart, "Now it will soon be decided."
CHAPTER XVIII.
We had passed the dunes, and were marching in single file across the
sandy waste land on the other side. No word was spoken; each man had
enough to do in carrying his heavy pack; I perhaps the most of all,
although none of the men, unless it might be Jock Swart, equalled me in
strength; but in such things practice is everything. And then in
addition to my pack, which probably weighed a hundred-weight, I bore
another burden from which the others were free, and which pressed me
far more heavily--the burden of shame that my father's son was bending
under this bale of silk, of which the revenue was defrauded, because I
would not cause a loss of property to the man whose bread I had been
eating for two months. And then I thought with what happiness my heart
beat high when I left Zehrendorf in the morning, and that I was now
returning deceived by the daughter, insulted by the father,
contaminated by the defilement of the base traffic to which I had lent
myself, and that this was the end of my visionary splendors, of my
adored liberty! But the end had not yet come.
Without a moment's rest we kept on, the wet sand crunching under our
feet, when of a sudden a word was given at the head of the file and
passed on in an under-tone from man to man until it came to me, who
being the last could pass it no further--"Halt!"
We had reached the edge of the moor. It could be entered on this side
only by a narrow strip which was passable; then came a stretch of dry
land, a sort of island, surrounded by the morass on every side, which
closed in again at its opposite extremity, perhaps two thousand paces
distant, and there was again only a narrow path which a heavily laden
man could pass without sinking into the morass. After this came the
heath, which extended from the lands of Trantowitz and Zehrendorf on
one side to the dunes of Zanowitz on the other, and which I had already
crossed three times to-day.
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