"I fancied," he said, "that you too had abandoned me, and I must perish
miserably here like a wounded stag. Is it not strange that the last
Zehren who is worthy of the name, here, from the ancient fortress of
his ancestors, now a pile of ruins, must watch the house that later
generations built, consumed by the flames? How did it take fire? What
do you suppose? I have many other questions to ask you, but I feel so
strangely--such strange fancies pass through my head. I never felt thus
before; and my arm too is very painful. I think it is all over with the
Wild Zehren--all over, all over! Let me lie here, George, and die
quietly. How long will it be before the fire eats its way through the
subterranean passage, and the old Zehrenburg flies into the air?"
Thus reason and madness contended in his fevered brain. Now he spoke
connectedly and intelligently of what was next to be done, as soon as
he had recovered his strength a little, and then he suddenly saw Jock
Swart lying before him on the ground, and again it was not Jock but
Alfonso, the brother of his wife, whose heart his sword had pierced.
And yet--and I have often reflected upon this, while pondering over the
singular character of this man--these terrible memories recurring in
his delirium were accompanied with no words that indicated the
slightest remorse. On the contrary, they had been rightly dealt with,
and so should it be with all that ventured to resist his will. If they
had burned his house, all castles and villages for leagues around
should be ravaged by the flames. He would see if he could not punish
his vassals as he thought fit, if they dared to rise in revolt. He
would chastise them until they howled for mercy. Such utterances of his
haughty spirit, exalted to madness by the fever that was raging in his
veins, contrasted frightfully with the utter wretchedness of our
position. While in fancy he was charging through burning towns that his
wrath had given to the flames, his frame was shivering with ague, and
his teeth chattered audibly. The cold, which grew ever keener towards
daybreak, seemed to pierce to my marrow; and as often as the unhappy
man, whose head rested upon my lap, ceased for a while his ravings, my
head sank forwards or sideways to the cold wall against which I was
leaning; and with ever more painful exertions I strove against the
weariness which oppressed me with leaden weight. What would become of
us if my strength gave way? Indeed what would become of us as it was?
We could not remain thus. I was afraid that he would die in my arms if
I could get no assistance. And yet how could I go for help without the
risk of abandoning him to his pursuers? And how could I leave him now,
when he was wanting to dash his head to pieces against the stones, and
was craving to drink up the sea to assuage his consuming thirst?
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