"Well then," said he, "I will make a confession to you. It is true that
it so happens that I cannot get away; but were I in condition to
escape, I would not and will not do it. I will not have a hue and cry
raised after me, and placards posted as if I were a vagabond or common
criminal to be hunted through the land. I will await their coming
here--here where my ancestors beat back so many an attack of the
shopkeepers. I will defend myself to the last; they shall not take me
from this place alive. I do not know what I might do, if I were
altogether alone in the world. Probably this would then not have
happened. I have paid dearly for the folly of trying to help my brother
in his distress. And then I have a daughter; I do not love her, nor she
me; but for this very reason she shall not be able to say that her
father was a coward, who did not know when it was time to die."
"Do not think of your daughter!" I cried, losing all my self-control.
"She has rent the single tie by which you were still bound to her." And
briefly and in hurried words I told him of Constance's flight.
My intention was to tear away at all costs every pretext that he might
allege for not doing what he considered unworthy a Zehren. It was most
inconsiderate in me to make such a disclosure to him at such a moment;
but my knowledge of human nature was then very slight, and my faculties
were confused by the anguish of the last thirty-six hours, and my fear
and distress for the unhappy man at my side.
And it seemed that my design had succeeded. He arose, as soon as I had
finished my hurried recital, and calmly said:
"Is it then so with me? Am I a vagabond, and my daughter dishonored? My
daughter a harlot, who throws herself into the arms of the very man
whose hand she cannot touch without dishonoring me? Then may I well do
what others would do in my place. But before we set out, get me another
draught of water, George. It will refresh me; and I must not fail soon
again. Make haste!"
I caught up the hat, joyful that I had at last persuaded him. When I
had gone a few paces he called me back again.
"Do not mind my giving you so much trouble, George. Take my thanks for
all."
"How can you speak so?" I said. "Step back out of the cold wind; I
shall be back in five minutes."
I started off at a run. There was no time to be lost; streak after
streak of pale light was appearing in the east; in half an hour the sun
would rise. I had hoped that by this time we would have been leagues
away in the depth of the forest.
The spring in the ravine was soon reached, but it gave me some trouble
to fill the hat. In the night I had trampled the earth around it, and
stones had rolled in, which nearly blocked it up. While I was stooping
over it and clearing away the obstructions, a dull report of fire-arms
reached my ear. I started and felt involuntarily for the pistol which
was still in my belt. The other I had left with him. Was it possible?
Could it be? He had sent me away!
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